I’ve been a moody so and so this week. Just felt pretty down and crap all week…. wish someone would try and cheer me up. Been really ill as well, no one’s brought me soup or grapes or lemsip though :(
Not that I want to be ungrateful or self centered. Just feeling a bit crap.
I am so stressing out about this!! I have no idea where to start, I’m doing an undergraduate history dissertation in the UK, 10,000 words, in on the 5th of May.
I can’t do it :(
Arg arghh argh argh arghh
What do I have to do to actually feel valued and important and loved??? I’m not worth much apparently. Not worth making time for. You prefer spending time with your friends than me.
I think I am worth more and should be treated better, not in a big headed way just in a ‘the basics everybody deserves’ way.
I am so sad and so fed up and feel so worthless and horrible :( and I am so upset with myself for making the wrong life choices.