It’s been two years since I set this goal, and yet I feel I am no closer to achieving it. I used to be such a self-confident person, but the last two years, I found myself feeling insecure, and I think it’s starting to affect my relationship.
Need to start working on this soon! But where to start?
I think this is important, for those days when you’re feeling so down, and you can’t think of anything to make you smile.
Being able to pull out this list from my wallet and pick one “happy” thing I can do at random might just help me turn things around, just when I truly need it. :)
My boyfriend just left for Taiwan today for work, and I was worried I’d fall apart missing him so much. But instead of falling apart, I decided to do something I’ve always wanted to do but kept on putting off. :)
I attempted to make a cheesecake! :)
While I don’t really know how to cook/bake, trying it was the first step. And I had so much fun! The cheesecake is in the freezer now as I type this, and I don’t know whether or not it will be edible once it comes out. Lol.
But it did make me feel confident. I can do things on my own. And maybe, just maybe, I’ve come up with something delicious! The excitement is killing me. Can’t wait to get a taste :)
Today was a happy day, despite how much I miss my boyfriend. :) Hurray, hurray!