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this is my biggest goal in life.
someway, somehow
ill make it.

i feel the music in my soul

i want to be a musician.

music is the only thing that makes sense to me anymore.

and i think it could be a huge help.

i used to be normal…now i just get high all the time and i can’t control it. my life seems to have started the day i smoked my first joint (3 years ago). i loved it from the start, and because i found out my parents did it i figured “hell, if the people who birthed me do it, it must be ok”.

i was so wrong.

it gave me such thrills when i first started, it brought me to different mindsets that seemed so perfect…and soon enough, the only way to feel “perfect” was to get high. perfect used to be christmas morning and opening the presents that “santa” had brought me for being good, but being bad felt so right. i felt like i was put on this earth to one day find weed and that my last breath would be out of my bong.

but now i realize that my life is meant for more than this, this mediocre excuse for an adolescence. i have wasted my high school years getting high, drinking, smoking cigarettes, and doing other various party drugs. i now realize enough is enough.

my name is frank, i am 16 years old and a junior in high school in the garden(garbage) state.

and i guess this is where it begins:

day 1.