i_dont_belong

hi, my name is rachel. i am only fourteen. sometimes i don’t think i belong in this world. i have done a lot of things that i regret. especially this year. since none of you know me, ill tell you. i was raped, i cut my self, i over-dosed, i got drunk so much, i did a lot of things. i thought that i just wanted my life to end, and i didnt want to feel anything anymore. also in the summer, i waas about to get shot, and sortve felt my life pass before me. since then eeverything has been downhill. and even though i hated myself when i damaged my body, i wanna do it again. my life is horrible. people dieing all over, friends backstabbing me. who am i anymore?