i want good friends. the end.
iamhuman's Life List
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1. stop being lazy, start being happy,
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2. pray every day
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3. stop being so sensitive
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4. let go
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5. be myself
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6. stop being lazy
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7. motivate myself
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8. stop wasting time
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9. stop being lonely
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10. get really good friends
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11. make true friends
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12. make more true friends
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13. make new, true, friends
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14. pray more
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15. stop being shy
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16. be happy
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17. stop daydreaming
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18. lose weight
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19. be carefree
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20. be less selfish
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21. closer to jesus
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22. have real friends
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23. Stop caring what other people think of me
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24. stop watching television
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25. shower everyday
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26. stop being so stubborn
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27. make a difference in my life in a good way
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28. stop being bored
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29. get good friends
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ugh blah. I’m just so lazy I can’t freaking get myself up off my ass and do something. I waste so much time watching tv. Surfing the net. Just ahhh. What I desperately need is something to occupy my time with definitely aside from my mind wandering too far, watching tv, or doing computer. Something active, or productive or fun. In order for that to happen I need MAJOR motivation. ahhhhhhh i neeeed help. and i’m so lonely wasting all this time and just blah
Hm, so this is basically exactly what I need in order to accomplish all my other goals and such. But I don’t know where to get my motivation. It’s so hard for me. A lot of the times when I’m alone at home or something, which is basically alot of my life, I just sit..daydream..watch tv. Because I have no motivation what so ever do get up and freaking do something productive or whatever. I mean, yeah I know. I have one life to live. Life is short. And I can’t just waste my youth away. But that doesn’t even seem enough to motivate me. Or maybe I’m guessing I don’t even come close to the comprehension of how precious time is. Gr. I just waste so much time doing nothing. I mean, when I die or get old or whatever. I want to look back and be completely satisfied with how I lived my life. But so far, I’m not. Sometimes I even feel depressed. And I don’t even have a reason. I guess it’s just because I feel empty and numb a lot of the times. It’s like an unceasing cycle for me. It sucks. Also, I’m always comparing myself to other people and their lives..its even obsessive..and I freaking hate it. I need to stop that. Ugh I need help to motivate myself like no other. blah
