iamnothannah

shall be my week.
daily practice from the 11th oct 08(tommorrow), and if i haven’t improved by sunday the 19th, i’m in trouble
:)
xx

i think so.
hence, i’ve given up :)

“Indigenous religion prohibits Katang women from giving birth in the house; traditionally they go into the forest for delivery.”

i think that this sounds simply magical.

do dreams come true?
my favourite clothing brand, (second only to marks and spencers-i’m such a britain!) Gobbolino, approached me via myspace out of the blue last month, asking me if i’d be interested in modeling some of their clothing!
i was in awe, i can tell you.
anyhow, the net result of this is that i am now up there with my pictures in faeriedust, along with the other girls which i so long admired.
www.gobbolino.co.uk

keep on dreaming x*xx

hahah naah x

ive always wanted a one of these.
think im gonna call him Goliath : D

gonna read?
if you are like i was, i hope you will just take a look at yourself. not how you look, not how you eat, but how you are.
who really is in controll- is it you? or is it your eating habaits? and i dont call planning out your meals ‘being in controll’.
i understand some problems feel as though theyre just too big to face, but everything has to stop somewhere. youre not alone in this, there are many girls who feel or have felt close to what you are feeling.
i only hope that youll think about this.
x

i realise that weight is not all that i am losing.

but i do not advise this goal. i used to think that my eating habits were something to be proud of, something i could really controll. but now im realising that my eating habits are actualy controlling me.

Well, who would have thaught?
my friend turned around to me in gym the other day, and asked me if i would model for her photography course…as a faery!!
très bon, non? : )
now im just trying to slim for the first shoot…im not sure when its gonna be…ive been slimming for 10 days already (one meal a day with 3 exceptions, and yes 1 yoghurt does count as meal) but im not gettin there fast enough. i need to drop one and a half dress sizes, fast. my target is size 2 (uk size 6), the size which i left behind two years ago :(
has anyone got any tips or diet plans to help me get there?
or advice on getting around a family who try and monitor my eating?
help pleasey : )

i am desperate.