iamso_insane

I Hate It When I Want To Do Something, And I Plan I Out Then When That Day Comes I Am Either To Busy To Do It Or I Am Soo Tired. But Then I Still Want To Do It So I Have Alot Of Stuff I Want To Do But I Am Soo Busy. Right Now I Am Failing In Some Of My Classes. And I Say “I Am Going To Do My Work And I Never Do And I Just Want To Finish Stuff That I Left Infinished. Then Plan Another One But My LIfe Is So Complicated. I Can Never Just Have Fun. I Am Either To Busy Thinking About What Is Going To Happen if I Don’t Just Do what I Promised And I Know Promises Are Not To BE Broken But I Love My Dad And He Always Wants To Go See A Movie He Really Wants To Go So I Say Yes , I Have Work To Do But I Just Won’t Say No. And I Struggling With My Other Plans I Had And Trying, AndI Thinking To Much About My Homework and My Plans I Really Was looking Forward TO Doing. I Am Just Driving Myself To The Edge And I Am Not Sure If I Can Just Pull Myself Away From The Edge And I Am Just Going Insane, My Life Is Just To Much For Me To Handle I Want To Be A Normal Kid, I Want What I Cannot Have. I Just Never Thought That My Life Was This Hard Until I Sorted My Life Out A Bit And I Have Friends But I Hardly Have enough Time For Them Either And My Life Is Just Mainly To About What I Have To Do To Make People Impressed But Not What I Want To Do. I Love Planning Stuff And A I Really Want To Do It But I Never Had The Time To Go Out And Express Myself.

I Am Really Looking Foward To Doing This But It Seems That I will never Get The Stuff I Want Finished.

iamso_insane.

My Fears Are Kind Of Hard For Me To Get Over Because I Am Soo Sacred To Do Stuff And I am Sort Of Shy.
I Am Only Shy Around People I Don’t Know Or People who I Am Soo Uncomfortable Around That I Cannot Think Straight I am
Only Loud Around My Family And Friends But when I Have To
Speak Infront Of a Lot Of People I Just Get Scared Soo I Want To Get Rid Of That Hahah

I Just Wanted to Do This Entry Cause I Know What Is Feels Like To Be Lied Straight To Your Face And Then Soon They Just Turn Around And Stab you In The Back I Mean Why Are People Like That turn So Cold I Mean What Have I Done To Deserve A Friend Like You. I Just Don’t Understand Why Girls Like That Have To Be So Mean. Well If You Are Pretty,Popular And You Are Friends With The Guys Only As Friends Not Like I Am A Trash But I Am Really Good Friends With Them. Anyways Girls Are Just Going To Be Using You Just To Get To The Guys And When You are Talking Or Hanging Out Then Those Girl ” Who I Called My Friends” Would Come Up To Us and Just Get In The way Ugh I Hate It When That Happens. But Really All They Want Is Just To Be a Girl Whose Has A Popular Friend Who Knows everyBody Including the Guys. Well The Question Just Stands Out They are Just Using You. If They Don’t Respect You Friends Or Even YOu And The Treat You Bad.

then soon they come up to you and then say that they cannot be your friends anymore! Than Thats When They Kinda Of Noticed By People And By Your Friends. Then they turn on you then you finally noticed that they are using you

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HERE IS WHAT A GOOD FRIEND WILL DO
Really Simple They Wouldn’t Come Between Your Friends Or Your Boyfriend unless They Ask YOu If It
Is Okay if They Can Start Hanging Around
Them But They Would Stick With You No
Matter What Happen And Trust Me They
Would Be There for YOu When You Boyfriend
Dumps YOu Or When You And Your Boyfriend
Are Going though complication When You Need
Them They Would Be There For You No Matter .
What Is Going On Or Who They Are With All
They Want To Do Is Be with You When You
Need A Sholder To Lean On Or even Cry On!
They Are Sister To You
And You Need Them

A Good Friend WouldN't Use You And Not Say Stuff Behind You Back This is

THEY ARE PEOPLE LIKE THAT IF YOU JUST TRY TO FIND THEM
WHY DON’T YOU GO AND FIND A FRIEND YOU REALLY WANT

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