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So, I went to Gulf Shores over spring break. I had fun but ran into some problems. I lost my id the first night I was there…. Also, my friend was not to good of a hostess. I didn’t g to the beach one day. Boo! Oh well, I won’t go there again for a loooonnnggg time.

Wow! It was four days of fun, relaxation, and smiles (for the most part anyway). My “best” friend of course had to manipulate other people to take her to some guys house when the bar let out… she didn’t say goodbye, she didn’t ask if it was ok, and she didn’t care about ME (once again). It’s too bad that this is what I’m writing about instead all of the good times but it just really sucks that people are such SELFISH assholes. Anyway, the rest of it was great. The Tipsy Turtle showed me MUCH love as usual. I got flowers that were waiting for me there from a girl, I got SEVERAL bday cards (that were all VERY humorous, hmmm… wonder why?), a few different bday dinners, and the party at my parents was GREAT! My aunt drove in from Texas and surprised me and I got everything I wanted (and needed). A membership to the “Y”, dolce’ and gabbana perfume, a herbal neck wrap (yum), and the Doors dvd (unexpected, but much loved). :) Anyway, I’m glad its over , on to the next year. I already feel my energy starting seep through my pores as the weather and pisces phase come through my body…. MMMmmmmm… I love it. My birthday month is always the best! Thank you MARCH, for always brining me some of the most interesting times in my life. :)

It’s this coming Monday! The 10th. My party is on Friday and I hope I am relaxed and have FUN! This will be the first year in a long time that I will not be with anyone and not be doing narcotics all night long… I just don’t want ANY drama. But, I know my life and there is always somethin. I just don’t want to cry this year. It seems like I cry every year on my birhtday. I guess it’s because I always try and make people feel so important on theirs and when mine comes around I feel like no one cares. Even though there will be like 50 people at my party Friday and my whole family on Mon. Why do I feel that way I wonder. I guess it is memories of my childhood and my bday’s always sucked so I have a complex now. OH WELL! It’s gonna kick ASS this year! :)