ifitfeelsgooddoit

Generally I don’t hate a lot of people, but I hate a few… Though hate is bad for your health and I try not to but especially through random incidents with girls not wanting to leave Oonai alone I do get pretty mad, for very many reasons, 1. Hello I’m his girlfriend, yes I exist and for most of them they are well aware. 2. It’s like they think he is the kind of guy that would cheat 3. It’s an insult to the relationship we have built, like it’s all meaningless, so leaving me wouldn’t matter… there is more reasons they are just harder to define.

I try not to hate, but they should also try to have respect at least for him and know hes not that kind of guy.

So this is even harder than I thought it would be, I have realized that facebook became a habit not just a website I visited often. every time I opened my computer I would open my computer, start firefox and hit the facebook link in my book marks bar. So I have gone 3 days now without it I started on Saturday. I removed the link from my bar, which actually helps a lot. I’m just hoping I can resist the urge for the rest of the week, if I can make it the week maybe I will try for longer or at least get down to only checking facebook maybe once a week along with postsecret.

Realizing that this is a problem, also makes me realize how stupid it is that it has become a problem. I hate depending so much on technology.

I’m basically addicted to my computer… actually forget the basically. I am addicted to my computer… I hardly ever do anything productive on it but still I’m always on it I have avoided facebook the past few days that’s a hard one too, which is sad. I simply just didn’t use my computer at all yesterday, instead when I got that urge to go on, I read. I did the same today for the most part, but I really wanted to go on so I decided to only go on if I was doing something productive. For College this fall I needed to complete two online safety courses, so I got those done and out of the way, its not even fall and I have already completed two required courses. In doing so I guess I also read a lot as I had to learn everything before taking the online exam. So that’s not too bad. I also sent an email about questions I had, as well as figured out which buses I’ll need to take.

So I’m definitely ahead of where I was, and still haven’t touched facebook and I got a fair amount of reading done. I would say I still have a long way to go before I am an avid reader though.