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I’m one year in. I’m working towards an associates in Elementary Education. Have a 4.0 so far and hope to keep it atleast through my Associates degree.

And it was AWESOME!!!! I went to see Saltimbanco in Charleston South Carolina for my husband and I’s 5 year anniversary. =) It was so amazing! I thought that seeing one would satisfy my goal of seeing it, but now I want to see as many as possible throughout my lifetime. Wonderful show! Definately recommend doing it.

but i destroyed the dvd burner in the process. lol. i guess i used up what it was worth after burning like 30 dvd’s. oh well.

we are moving soon, and my husband has been working 6 days a week, and long hours, so i have taken it upon myself to get everything done. i have done all my research and have gotten the ball running by going to some appointments and contacting all the right people. :) so yeah! i’m the bomb. lol. but there is still alot to do. and im confident that i can do it all. :)

lot more to go. i got up to 195. i want to ultimately get down to 130. short goal is 165, so i’m 10 lbs away. i now weigh somewheres between 175 and 180.

I come from a divorced home, so this is very important to me. My husband and i dated for 5 years before we got married and have been married for 3 1/2 years. It’s not all peachy, but I know it can be worse having experienced the worst when i was young. His parents are still married, so he on the other hand see’s a petty little fight as the end of the world. its kinda funny though, and i dont get all wrapped up in the drama anymore. but on the big scale we are doing really well so far. Had our first baby 1 1/2 years ago. She’s great. Money is “stable” but not GREAT, lol. I have this on my list mainly for the long term goal of keeping a successful marriage. :)

i have to face the ones i have and let them go. so i’m going to like try to write a letter to myself or something about it. you know, like be brutally honest with myself, but allow myself to let go of the past and what i can do in the future. may sound cheesy, but i dont think that i can just stop regretting these things without facing them. so i’ll let yall know when i do it. may even post some of it on here. we’ll see.

i do think about how my daily activities effect the environment and i try to minimize my negative impact. i donated my hair to locks of love, im walking in walk america, and i give shitloads of nice things to our local charity, so do i suck just because i want a truck? i mean im getting one, im not going to change my mind, i just dont understand how some people could expect me to be perfect? i mean is anyone really perfect? ugh. atleast i do somethings good, there are more people who dont care about ANYTHING but themselves.

was 50/50. i kinda put off doing the laundry till later in the evening, but i had one of those days where ya just call and schedule appointments and research crap online kinda thing. we’re moving cross country, so i have been procrastinating planning that out, but starting about 2 days ago, i’ve gotten on the ball and spoke to a lot of people. im still terrified, and there is still alot to figure out.

we’re also getting a truck this year and money would be so tight if we got a house too. we would only have about $200 spending money for the whole month, which doesnt sound like an evenful life or anyway to possibly save. so we’re going to get the truck and try to start a savings which are two of my 43 things so wish me luck. :) hopefully before or when we get the truck paid off we will start on a home.

my problem is i dont think i show enough appreciation to let my husband and others know and even thank god enough for what i have. my heart is there i’m full of it and completely greatful, but my actions need to match.

i wake up early (between 6 and 8) feel groggy allll day and then, burst of energy right around bed time, and end up staying up till around midnight. no point in going to bed because i toss and turn and annoy the hell out of myself with my stupid constant thoughts. maybe i should go on a sleeping aid.

really want to do this one day, but dont see it happening anytime soon. putting it on the back burner.

We’re about to move, so i’m gonna put this one off for a little while to focus on other things until i bring it back. I WILL DO THIS DURING MY LIFE. :)

Money’s real tight. We’re about to move, so i’m gonna put this one off for a little while to focus on other things until i bring it back. I WILL DO THIS DURING MY LIFE. :)

We’re about to move, so i’m gonna put this one off for a little while to focus on other things until i bring it back. I WILL DO THIS DURING MY LIFE. :)

We’re about to move, so i’m gonna put this one off for a little while to focus on other things until i bring it back. I WILL DO THIS DURING MY LIFE. :)

My life is simple. Everything is stable, and i have a wonderful husband and daughter. But my mind races frantically years into the future all the time. Always has even when i was really young. I am not “worrying” i am “planning” constantly, planning out my future. Not just in my head either, but like researching things online and kinda like “window shopping”. HOWEVER, just about everything that i planned so far has become a reality and isnt rocking the stability boat, so i dont want to quit planning, i just want to be able to turn my brain off sometimes and relax, and perhaps just pass out one night instead of tossing and turning thinking of things i want years from now and repeatedly telling myself to shut up and go to bed. (and no im not on drugs, im completely clean and sober)

We want a Chevy Silverado. Been planning it for a year. Hopefully we will have it within the next 6 months. :)

Gonna mark this one as done! :)