iiguana55

I actually did shave it off. I did it under intense emotional strain, so its creation caused a calm kind of ease. I think the phrase is CONTROL, hey we all need it. Shaving my hair off re-established it. Its gonna grate me to look back on this and remember why i did it, to have a reminder of sheer constant regret and pain. Regret is too clean a word for this, lets say disappointment. But the hair is great, very liberating.

its weird reading that below but now finally managed to set up the nite. we’re on our 4th event now. we have a club residency and a bar residency. hence im djin regularly now. i would just like to say to everyone its alot easier than you think, just abit of determination and a few friends and its possible. at our first bar one a few weeks ago we were so proud of the turnout, its a real note of personal satisfaction making something like this a success.

the one dark side to it all was my original partner/organiser had sticky fingers when it came down to cashing up at the end of the nite. he contiually tried to rip me off. never trust a laptop dj. but thru all this i met huw and cris and now the nite is back to being what it should be about.

it is basically about feeling good about yourself but at the same time its about control. gone are those days of careless abandon. my new modern state of paranoia now demands that i know exactly what my hair is doing, from a young age it became clear to me that if anything good in life was gonna happen it was going to happen from my crown. stubbles good though, in my words, it gives the face character. dismiss any thoughts of my shaven head. to say it was shaven would be a lie but to say it was neat would be closer to the truth. hair makes the face, the face makes life… erm something along those lines anyway.