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iladay

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iladay's Life List

  2. 1. renew my relationship with GOD
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		4 people
  3. 2. finish college
    		3,177 people
  4. 3. get out of debt
    		11,012 people
  5. 4. have more confidence
    		744 people
  6. 5. save money
    		14,703 people
  7. 6. find out what to do with my life
    		28 people
  8. 7. stop having panic attacks
    		150 people
  9. 8. learn to love myself
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		1,434 people
  10. 9. become self sufficient
    		28 people
  11. 10. excerise
    		6 people
  12. 11. learn yoga
    		2,319 people
  13. 12. Get another tattoo
    		3,423 people
  14. 13. learn to speak spanish
    		2,409 people
  15. 14. join the peace corps
    		2,388 people
  16. 15. cook more
    		1,929 people
  17. 16. learn to speak igbo
    		1 person
  18. 17. take a trip alone
    		15 people
  19. 18. go to london
    		868 people
  20. 19. go to africa
    		1,563 people
  21. 20. let go of unhealthy relationships
    		4 people
  22. 21. smile more
    		3,335 people
  23. 22. join the air force
    		134 people
  24. 23. cut my hair off
    1 cheer     		13 people
  25. 24. learn to be alone and not be scared
    		1 person
Recent entries
Renew my relationship with God
Untitled 13 months ago

The first thing on my list i thought would be the hardest but i wasnt.
I have now a relationship with God and it is wonderful!!!!!!!!!!!. Im not perfect and there is still along way to go but i talk to Him everyday multiple times a day and things are slowly starting to work out but it is a process. And i know i will make mistakes but i am not willing to let that stop me. For the longest time i felt as if God wasnt there. I felt alone in my lowest and darkest points when i cried and prayed wondering where HE was. I thought HE left me but when i reflect back on those times I left HIM. And it was hard for me to find HIM again. But I found HIM and i dont think I will ever let HIM go again.

Oct 01, 2008, 07:27AM PDT | 0 comments


learn to love myself
Untitled 15 months ago

I feel as if im too hard on myself. I need to learn how to love me. How could I love others if I can love myself and how could I expect someone to love me if I love me. I have to love and believe in me

Aug 06, 2008, 07:01PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments



 

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juls52 wants to I want to stop biting my nails detox my body with a fast Pass NCEA Level 2 Read my Bible more study abroad live underground Go to the top of the Statue of Liberty. stop getting angry become a feminist superhero get in great shape Make new friends Learn to speak with an Australian accent Go to Paris be A-G-G-R-E-S-S-I-V-E! IE stop being so timid and shy be fluent in german Do something creative every day become a pastry chef duck on a lake wants to Let the little things go Lose at least 50 pounds Fall in love whiten my teeth learn to whistle love more Get married to the man I love travel to Spain Go on a 28 day juice fast watch The Notebook
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