The first thing on my list i thought would be the hardest but i wasnt.
I have now a relationship with God and it is wonderful!!!!!!!!!!!. Im not perfect and there is still along way to go but i talk to Him everyday multiple times a day and things are slowly starting to work out but it is a process. And i know i will make mistakes but i am not willing to let that stop me. For the longest time i felt as if God wasnt there. I felt alone in my lowest and darkest points when i cried and prayed wondering where HE was. I thought HE left me but when i reflect back on those times I left HIM. And it was hard for me to find HIM again. But I found HIM and i dont think I will ever let HIM go again.
iladay's Life List
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1. renew my relationship with GOD
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2. finish college
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3. get out of debt
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4. have more confidence
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5. save money
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6. find out what to do with my life
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7. stop having panic attacks
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8. learn to love myself
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9. become self sufficient
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10. excerise
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11. learn yoga
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12. Get another tattoo
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13. learn to speak spanish
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14. join the peace corps
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15. cook more
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16. learn to speak igbo
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17. take a trip alone
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18. go to london
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19. go to africa
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20. let go of unhealthy relationships
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21. smile more
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22. join the air force
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23. cut my hair off
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24. learn to be alone and not be scared
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I feel as if im too hard on myself. I need to learn how to love me. How could I love others if I can love myself and how could I expect someone to love me if I love me. I have to love and believe in me
