in spain…
because i am staying in someones house which is very nice because she makes me meals =)
however, i walk around by myself alot and make my own plans
i find it hard doing alot of things by myself
i always feel like someone is judging me
i thought i felt it bad at home, i feel it twice as much here
this is altogether a little strange
Jul 07, 10:43AM PDT | 0 comments
i'm in spain
4 months ago
pretty scary i’m not going to lie.
my spanish isn’t great and i’ve had a lot of communication problems. i’m a little scared of everything, i’m scared of people walking up to me and bombarding me with spanish, i’m scared of activites with my group and i’m scared of the silence between me and my host mom. But at the same time, its different and I’d rather be here than home.
Jul 07, 10:41AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I realized what my stumbling block is.
That I cut my thoughts short in my writing, I write like I assume everyone already knows what I’m thinking… so I leave out the necessary details… the inner psyche, the reason why it is so clear to me.
I need to start spending time expanding my ideas. To take each part and expand it. I need to have distinguishable quotable didactic lines. Lines that say something that stands out, that can be quoted, that are wisdom.
Those I realized are my favorite types of books, books that leave you with wisdom, books about the inner psyche.
Jun 23, 01:04PM PDT | 0 comments