I'm doing 42 things
this is hard!
17 months ago
i had no idea how hard this would be!
i need help but no one will help me…
i feel like i’m trapped, held prisoner within my own mind. sometimes i wonder what how i differ from someone in a coma.
illeat's Life List
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1. speak spanish fluently
2 entries . 3 cheers2,140 people -
2. learn to play paint it black on the guitar
1 entry3 people -
3. Learn to play the guitar
4 cheers12,655 people -
4. be a straight A student
2 entries22 people -
5. conquer my depression
2 entries . 9 cheers13 people -
6. Save or change someones life
1 entry . 1 cheer13 people -
7. Be a great speaker and writer
1 entry2 people -
8. have better luck
1 entry . 1 cheer2 people -
9. find the cure for a problematic disease
1 entry2 people -
10. control time
2 entries16 people -
11. be the life of the party
1 entry . 2 cheers34 people -
12. master a skill
1 entry . 1 cheer7 people -
13. become a ninja
1 entry506 people -
14. stop wasting time
4 entries . 2 cheers3,552 people -
15. do telekinesis
19 people -
16. do 100 push-ups in a row
1 entry18 people -
17. hold a interesting conversation with someone
1 entry1 person -
18. hold a conversation in sign language
1 entry . 2 cheers6 people -
19. Snub a snubber
1 entry1 person -
20. be happy
1 entry21,832 people -
21. stop procrastinating
1 cheer26,954 people -
22. Make new friends
2 entries12,770 people -
23. Travel out of the US
1 entry12 people -
24. Get a PhD
1 entry . 2 cheers2,792 people -
25. learn Silverlight
1 entry12 people -
26. learn telepathy
1 entry104 people -
27. learn to read music
1 entry . 2 cheers677 people -
28. Learn to be funny
1 entry5 people -
29. Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.
2 entries . 2 cheers744 people -
30. get over that thing that happened last June
1 entry . 1 cheer2 people -
31. make a smaller ecological footprint
1 entry . 1 cheer1,040 people -
32. become a legend
1 entry56 people -
33. Work on my secret project
1 entry65 people -
34. xoxox
1 entry2 people -
35. be a healer
1 entry . 1 cheer33 people -
36. find out what is wrong with me
1 entry14 people -
37. Paint it Black
1 entry6 people -
38. Understand Quantum Physics
1 entry91 people -
39. be more confident
1 entry10,293 people -
40. Rawk!
1 entry8 people -
41. be a billionaire
1 entry189 people -
42. learn chronokinesis
1 entry47 people
Recent entries
summer love
18 months ago
in my fleeting life
dawns dull blind strife
season clouded by reason without faith
to the tune of sonata k311 Mozart’s eighth
melody rapture and joy
can’t replace the playful ploy
between boy and girl love too coy
season of bliss rich bloating decoy
pass the time with love so sweet
in other places or with people to meet
summer love is to behold and show
either in the distant land or mind to know
