Faith




I'm doing 37 things
 

Faith's Life List

  1. 1. develop a sustainable relationship
    35 entries . 21 cheers
    1 person
  2. 2. rotate my attitude 180 degrees
    11 cheers
    1 person
  3. 3. Grow Girl-balls
    16 entries . 60 cheers
    3 people
  4. 4. live my one wild and precious life
    2 entries . 25 cheers
    5 people
  5. 5. spend my days the way I want to spend my life
    21 entries . 60 cheers
    12 people
  6. 6. shine
    4 entries . 45 cheers
    31 people
  7. 7. re-connect with God
    6 entries . 38 cheers
    14 people
  8. 8. Make new mistakes
    2 entries . 23 cheers
    17 people
  9. 9. Post stuff about South Africa because you won't believe some of the shit that goes down here
    28 entries . 28 cheers
    1 person
  10. 10. tune in to my own frequency
    3 entries . 32 cheers
    5 people
  11. 11. Write
    17 entries . 27 cheers
    1,145 people
  12. 12. live in the moment (unless it's a really crap moment, in which case live in the past or future)
    7 entries . 31 cheers
    2 people
  13. 13. do a digital photography course
    9 entries . 29 cheers
    2 people
  14. 14. Live The 4 Agreements
    1 entry . 22 cheers
    2 people
  15. 15. Celebrate and share great poems by great poets
    6 entries . 7 cheers
    1 person
  16. 16. say what i love
    42 entries . 13 cheers
    1 person
  17. 17. live up to my name
    19 cheers
    2 people
  18. 18. soundtrack the moment
    40 entries . 17 cheers
    1 person
  19. 19. post photos
    212 entries . 11 cheers
    2 people
  20. 20. post stuff raph says
    33 entries . 12 cheers
    1 person
  21. 21. stop sabotaging my own happiness
    3 entries . 33 cheers
    50 people
  22. 22. post random shi-ite
    52 entries . 7 cheers
    1 person
  23. 23. Find out if Stuff like this Only happens to me
    8 entries . 11 cheers
    2 people
  24. 24. Have 43people help Flirt's 43things Teddy Bear travel around the world!!!
    42 team members . 7 cheers
    39 people
  25. 25. the small stuff
    19 entries . 7 cheers
    1 person
  26. 26. discover new music
    10 entries . 17 cheers
    227 people
  27. 27. sit somewhere with a great view, a great friend, and a damn decent bottle of wine.
    21 cheers
    76 people
  28. 28. Not allow myself to be bullied
    2 entries . 16 cheers
    3 people
  29. 29. pray for madeleine & her parents
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    2 people
  30. 30. ask a question
    8 entries . 4 cheers
    15 people
  31. 31. overcome my re-resurfaced anxiety
    5 entries . 6 cheers
    1 person
  32. 32. do the flickr 365 day self portrait thing
    20 entries . 6 cheers
    1 person
  33. 33. manage my fibromyalgia
    8 cheers
    4 people
  34. 34. VENT
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    4 people
  35. 35. Go River Rafting again, this time on the Orange River
    6 cheers
    1 person
  36. 36. Do my 15 minutes Pilates workout every day
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  37. 37. Get my subscribers to cheer / comment on / subscribe to my new recruit to 43t
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
Recent entries
overcome my re-resurfaced anxiety (read all 5 entries…)
having a really really bad time 3 weeks ago

in fact i think i may be having some sort of a breakdown. all related to health worries – passed out at work on Monday (yes, i had eaten, no i did not get up too quickly) and been having prolonged dizziness for days now. also burning hands, blurred vision and a bunch of symptoms which all sound to me like MS – have had 2 100% clear brain scans in the last few years – one at the end of 2008, plus an EEG for possible seizures. Now the neuro wants to do a sleep EEG but he can’t fit me in till 25 June. Meanwhile work is impossible cos the screen is making me dizzier than ever. the medication my GP gave me on Monday to relax made me hallucinate which did not help, the herbal stuff i went on to instead at his recommendation is doing nothing. I’ve been crying on and off all week, feeling like i’m going to lose it and the symptoms just get worse with all the stressing.

I know MRI’s don’t always rule out MS but the neurologist is not seeming to think i need more other tests to rule it out completely so he’s persisting with the EEG / seizure thing.

The worst thing at the moment is, i cannot tell what is an anxiety symptom and what is a ‘real’ symptom, and i think i’m going to really lose it. this is not doing my relationship with the X-X or Raph any good.


post photos (read all 212 entries…)
Please visit my new photo blog:) 1 month ago

it’s here

and it’s a joint blog with a friend Ruth who lives in Holland.

The tag line: 2 friends, 2 hemispheres, 52 weeks.

Feel free to comment :-)


overcome my re-resurfaced anxiety (read all 5 entries…)
some health-related issues are worrying me again 1 month ago

i am making an appointment with a new specialist who was referred to me, and also, have made one with my counsellor Judy for next week Tuesday.


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