for later, but still trying to achieve this
i believe in god, but i do not believe in a god that is there to check how many times we go to church or how much money we give to
church. i believe in a practical god, that just wants us to be happy. leaving aside all our complexes, all our traumas, all the stupid things that scare us and not let us live.
he just needs us to let go, and be the best we can be.
i need to be the best i can be.
i would be throwing garbage to the ocean, so, this is not too good. better find friends in another way.
not one pound lost. terrible. but everyone said i looked good at the party, so it was ok. at least i did not wear the black skirt i have used for 2 years straight.
everyone had so much fun, almost everybody came. i am soooo hppy and ricardo was thrilled also.
thank you God for my mom and for everything and everyone!!
i have to do this today, i have to close this circle, it is so easy!!!!
i could find the time to go to mass, even on thurdsdays, but i just delete it and “forget”. mass could be a way to achieve this goal, but i need to find an interesting priest, not one that goes on and on mumbling and is not aware that we cannot understand a thing he is saying!
have to leave the halloween party early today, i think i can stay late and work on this.
and it is just a 4 year’s old b day party. the thing is, i have so much to do at work i have no head for this.
but it does help me to be thinner; i am more alert, work more, have a better attitude towards everything, so i am contributing to the people around me. my boss, husband, employees, son, friends, sisters, parents. you name it. really.
this would be it, if i do this for 3 weeks, i will be happy. from then on, i guess i’d get used to it and keep doing it?
i am worried that since it is just after the holidays, everyone will forget
and i cannot stand this, since it gets stuck to the furniture and rugs. this is urgent
have so much with the job and family, this can wait
i will leave this for later
i am doing other things right now and leave this for later