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I’ve got a HUGEcrush!!!

The first time in 3 ^1/2 years! I never realized it could ever happen to me again… I almost forgot how the butterflies felt.

I always look forward to every Mon, Tues, & Fri because that’s when we have class together (and I don’t see him anywhere else). I always try to come at least 1hr early and wait for him because I enjoy our little chats. It feels like high school all over again! ;-/ It’s a little embarrassing, really.

Maybe a good dating opportunity..? But I’m not the type who can ask someone so easily…
And the thing is I don’t want to continue taking this course for the next trimester, but he plans on doing so. I might not be able to see him again afterwards. ;(

I’ve recently transferred to a new school, and I noticed how unhappy I am being here despite the school having such a famous reputation. I’m not enjoying myself as I thought I would and that’s mainly because I don’t know anyone here. The students here pretty much meet most of their friends during their first two years and, because they have a good amount already, they don’t make as much of an effort to make any new ones.

The more fun I have in a new environment, the happier I am; the happier I am, the better I do at school. I used to think that I can adapt to a new place rather quickly. It worked when I studied abroad last semester, and I just had the time of my life there. BUT, I have come to realized that the only reason why I enjoyed myself so much(abroad and at my previous university) was because of the people I was with.

I used to take advantage of the fact that, although I’m not as popular as some people, I have a good amount of close friends that I can confide to. I never really felt this need to make more before, so I wouldn’t bother talking to random people if I didn’t have to. I would actually prefer for them to talk to me. Now, I realized that I actually have to work and be more approachable and actually start talking to people in class, events, etc. This is especially hard because I still am a little shy.

Sooo.. My goal is to find a good companion or several who I can go out with for lunch, watch movies, participate in events, and/or do other random things. And, Above all, someone who can understand me, someone I can turn to, to talk about whatever! I don’t want a super friend (if there is such thing) in particular, just a basic one so I wouldn’t feel this lonely. ;(

Sooo… I learned there’s a Niger AND and a Nigeria, and one’s right on top of the other (go figure). Before, I would’ve thought that they’re one and the same (just that someone forgot the extra “ia” at the end).

And now I can proudly say that I can point out where Libya, Chad, and Sudan are relative to Egypt. Yay!