I'm doing 30 things
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13 months ago
getting angry is pointless 99% of the time.
i just don’t want to do it anymore, it just makes everything 10x worse!
imabstract's Life List
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1. get a tattoo
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2. make myself happy
1 entry . 1 cheer119 people -
3. make sparky happy
1 person -
4. be more CREATIVE
1 cheer1,648 people -
5. stop being paranoid
224 people -
6. bake a cake with sparky
1 person -
7. never ever get mad
1 entry1 person -
8. fit in anywhere
2 people -
9. feel freeeeeee
1 cheer1 person -
10. paint my room red
9 people -
11. feel like he loves me too
1 person -
12. join track again
1 person -
13. find a passion
1 cheer66 people -
14. Never get fat
17 people -
15. be more optomistic
32 people -
16. have the best kiss ever
2 people -
17. marry my boyfriend
364 people -
18. grow out my hair
1 entry718 people -
19. stop wearing makeup
2 cheers33 people -
20. take really good pictures
3 people -
21. act
1 cheer1,152 people -
22. model!
1,000 people -
23. get more freedom
1 cheer2 people -
24. run around
3 people -
25. make more friends
1 entry . 1 cheer5,085 people -
26. sing better
407 people -
27. hug everybody
3 people -
28. get my learners permit
1 entry . 1 cheer319 people -
29. eat more veggies
1 cheer159 people -
30. Pass math class
15 people
How I did it
It made me 
How I did it: It seems like i've already found myself, because im so happy right now with the fact that im wearing what i want to, saying what i want to, doing what makes sense to ME....but heres the thing. Im done beginning to find myself, but im far from being finished. I'm changing everyday. Humans are sooo impressionable. When you accept the fact that you won't always know what you want and what you should do, THATS when you know that your on … Read how I did it…
It made me
apathetic 
How I did it: I didn't really need to be the stereotypical "unique" be happy. I just needed to figure myself out and act how i wanted to.everyone is different. DON'T exaggerate who you are just to stand out.you will be happier excepting yourself as you grow.even if you are "plainn," i swear you are unique in your own little perfect way :p Read how I did it…
It made me
content
How I did it: I let them grow out thicker than normal, and i only plucked the really dark hairs for about a month...now they are back to normal, and i only use pencil to add shape..not create the actual brow! :] Read how I did it…
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13 months ago
i don’t even know who i am yet..i depend on other people to make me happy 100%! it’s horrible, without support from my friends, im NOTHING. i don’t have any passions, and i don’t know what to be passionate about. people have always told me that i should either run track or model, but i don’t know. im too afraid to try anything without someone holding my hand telling me that everythings going to be okay….
pathetic, huh??
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13 months ago
i had a hugee group of friends in middle school, but we all got in a really big fight over a guy (my boyfriend) and we just kind of broke up. i only have like 3 now that i consider “close”, and im the kind of person that constantly needs attention….im so afraid of people seeing me alone. I had alot of “acquaintances” last year that i could have started hanging out with, but not so many this year =( i need to break out of my shell and start fixing myself…
