My step-daughter and daughter-in-law decided they were going to help me accomplish this goal.
We are going camping with my son and granddaughters next week!
I am trying to stick my head in the sand and not think about it.
I am freaking out a bit. I know it will be fun….but I am still freaking a bit.
iminheresomewhere's Life List
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1. meet new friends
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2. Learn more about myself
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3. Travel to Italy, China, and South America
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4. dance dance dance
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5. have a lover without losing myself
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6. go on a spiritual journey
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7. add to my circle of friends
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8. be a chef
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9. learn french
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10. teach my son to be a good man
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11. teach my son to think for and discover himself
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12. not feel guilty
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13. love who I am sexually
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14. Jump out of a perfectly good airplane
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15. not feel scared about being single
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16. not feel scared about finding a boyfriend
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17. know in my soul that everything is going to be okay
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18. get better at staying away from life suckers
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19. surround myself with people and things I love
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20. feel sexy more often
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21. be open to everything, and attached to nothing
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22. be able to let go and relax
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23. travel the world
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24. go to Baja, Mexico with my son to kayak and see whales
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25. stay at a bed and breakfast
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26. be swept off my feet
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27. remodel my bathroom
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I notice that I am attracting less of these to me, but they still come in different forms. “The flakey people” I like to call them.
I can talk to the man that has been my lover for some time now and we can almost see them coming. I am such a terrible judge of character it seems. He is awesome at it.
too bad we’ve broken up.
but now when I get to feeling like they (the life suckers and flakey people) are going to suck me dry or flake out on me, I go to plan ‘B’ a whole lot sooner. I don’t wait around for them to weird out.
Since my ex-husband left, I have had friends over regularly (weekly) for dinner. I have eaten with my son and all my friends and lover by candlelight.
I held a brunch for a group of friends a week ago and it was beautiful. I cooked a meal I learned at a cooking class I went to.
When I went to the class I felt so alive inside. so amazingly alive and turned on.
