imnotstupid

ok, today at school i kinda dissed the guy i likes sister but i was being sarcastic but it didnt really sound that way!!!!!!! she was like “no electronics in school lol” and i was like “shut up” and so ya——i think i will call him and ask to talk to her so i can apologize!! eep! i wish i could put those words back in my mouth but i feel so bad> hes the only normal guy at our school and he is like awesome and i love his eyes and he plays guitar and everything so ya its cool….i dont even think hes hott and i know that i dont want to like him but i do anyways!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant help myself!!!!!!!! in the wors of fergie im clumsy lol

like i already told someone else if i lost 10 or 15 pounds that would be nice

i always start and am determined to finish but somehow i never do…..lol