Head in the clouds

Okay so it might seem strange that one goal is to learn to love myself and another goal is to find someone to share my life with. Hmmm…even to me that seems a little strange. I guess I need to learn to love myself and then I will be able to find someone to share my life with. I need to realize that it’s okay to be alone and that if I love myself I will always be okay.

Okay…I’ve gotten it together somewhat this week. It’s just a matter of putting things into perspective and not letting things get out of hand. It’s like a snowball affect. When I start to obsess on something, I think I have to fix it or control it and if I can’t do that (which I often can’t) it drives me crazy and I get super stressed. I am learning that I don’t control the world…although I still think I should…hahaha.

I have known this is a problem for quite some time but have never been able to figure out how to deal with it. Somehow over the last little while I think the answers may be starting to come to light.