Thomas

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Thomas's Life List

  1. 1. Add an entry to each of my 43things things.
    2 entries . 30 cheers
    2 people
  2. 2. help people escape cults
    9 entries . 43 cheers
    3 people
  3. 3. Brighten at least one person's day, everyday.
    7 entries . 58 cheers
    246 people
  4. 4. Clean up my first novel
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    1 person
  5. 5. Clean up my first NaNoWriMo novel
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    1 person
  6. 6. Submit one poem a month for publication
    1 entry . 15 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. Submit one short story or article a month
    6 entries . 15 cheers
    3 people
  8. 8. Start work on my memoir
    1 entry . 12 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. Finish work on my CULT story
    1 entry . 9 cheers
    3 people
  10. 10. Publish a book of poems
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    42 people
  11. 11. Publish book of short stories
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    1 person
  12. 12. Take more photos
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    2,941 people
  13. 13. Send something to post secret
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    627 people
  14. 14. Quit KNOWING what other people think
    1 entry . 30 cheers
    2 people
  15. 15. stop stressing about things beyond my control
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    43 people
  16. 16. write a best-seller
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    191 people
  17. 17. run a marathon
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    8,147 people
  18. 18. Make a habit of giving people the benefit of the doubt
    1 entry . 19 cheers
    1 person
  19. 19. stop wasting my time on the internet
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    6 people
  20. 20. make a difference
    1 entry . 12 cheers
    6,047 people
  21. 21. defend someone defenseless
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    2 people
  22. 22. Sing the National Anthem at a sporting event
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    11 people
  23. 23. Get a second tattoo
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    55 people
  24. 24. Run every day
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    228 people
  25. 25. Be debt free
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    1,583 people
  26. 26. Unconditionally forgive myself
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    1 person
  27. 27. Send a message in a bottle
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    3,079 people
  28. 28. live passionately
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    5,152 people
  29. 29. not push her away the next time she shows up
    2 entries . 14 cheers
    1 person
  30. 30. Find out who is subscribed to me.
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    45 people
  31. 31. do more volunteer work
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    104 people
  32. 32. Attend an ex-cult member workshop
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    1 person
  33. 33. buy a stranger something from their Amazon wishlist every month
    3 entries . 12 cheers
    2 people
  34. 34. Take one photo each week and post it on web.
    3 entries . 6 cheers
    1 person
  35. 35. Create a List of 365 Life-Inspiring Quotes
    70 entries . 7 cheers
    90 people
  36. 36. take 100 photos of strangers
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    9 people
  37. 37. Write Comedian Article for Today Magazine
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    1 person
  38. 38. Write Twelve More Songs
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    1 person
  39. 39. Do 43 random acts of kindness in 2008.
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    23 people
  40. 40. enjoy the third quarter of 2008 by having one NEW and FULFILLING experience in July, August, and September
    43 team members . 1 entry . 2 cheers
    70 people
Recent entries
express my love rather than hide it in fear of rejection. (read all 3 entries…)
Poems for my Soul's Mate 1 month ago

I think I’d kind of given up on the idea of meeting my soulmate. My heart’s twin? Nah, I didn’t think I’d find her. But I had a revelation about a month ago. One that helped me heal a spiritual wound I’d been carrying around for many years. I finally made peace with God. I don’t have any preaching to do or any epiphanies for sale. But it sure does feel good to be his friend again.

What am I leading up to here? Well, making peace with God has given me the peace of mind and balance I needed to take stock of my life. While doing just that on my birthday a couple weeks ago, I found myself chatting with my best friend. We had recently gone through a little spat over something silly and it felt sooooo good to have made up.

We talked and chatted and laughed and apologized and somewhere in the middle of it all, realized that we’ve been in love with each other for some time now. I’d say the realization hit us like a ton of bricks, but it was more like a box of cotton balls.

Now, after that lengthy build-up, here are three poems that her pure heart and gentle love have inspired me to write.

Every Detail
From miles and miles and miles away,
you somehow managed to see my kind heart.
But standing so close that our lips were entwined,
You caused my defects to all but depart.

So please do not be filled with dismay.
The love that I have is not based on a scale.
Your heart and your soul for me were designed -
I cherish you each and every detail.

Fuzzy Bunny Heart
Soft and cuddly,
warm and snug,
like a new pair of slippers
or a tall, shagg rug.

Your love envelopes me,
cushions the blows,
keeps out life’s hailstones,
watches me doze.

There isn’t a worry,
too big for your net.
There isn’t a problem,
I’ve reason to fret.

I’m safe in your bosom.
You make danger depart.
I couldn’t feel more protected,
by your fuzzy bunny heart.

Lovely Whispers
Tiny drops of warm, spring rain,
fall upon my hungry ears.
They make me feel I’m young again,
washing away my unborn fears.

Directly from the source they come,
a luscious mouth so ripe to kiss.
Like cotton hailstones on a drum,
Your lovely whispers bring me bliss.


Create a List of 365 Life-Inspiring Quotes (read all 70 entries…)
Number 99 1 month ago

“Pay no attention to what the critics say; there has never been set up a statue in honor of a critic.”Jean Sibelius


Create a List of 365 Life-Inspiring Quotes (read all 70 entries…)
Number 98 1 month ago

“It is a very funny thing about life – if you refuse to accept anything but the best you very often get it.”W. Somerset Maugham


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