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As of yesterday I lost 5lbs! and I’m doing good today but since we’re going out tonight we’ll see how much weight this beer puts on. :/ I’m sure I’ve lost at least 2 more lbs today. I’m trying not to get my hopes up though.

I had my prom the other night and all i wanted to do was dance and everytime i hear a good song lately all i want to do is dance. im still a little shy but im getting there

i don’t know if it exists. i don’t think ill find it even if it does. i think im too afraid to let myself love someone so much because i see what happens to peoples marriages. my parents were in love once…way back when.. and now all they do is bicker and fight. my mom gets drunk pretty much everynight and my dad just gets even more pissed off and i can see it in his eyes. my uncle got divorced to his first wife and my gparents argue all the time and it just maks me wonder.

i guess its possible. my bf’s father got a tattoo on his arm with his wifes name in it. and for some reason i was in complete shock so i said to my boyfriend “what if they…you know?” and hes like “they love each other too much. it could never happen”. i was pretty much just at loss for words by that point. i just dont think it will ever happen to me…