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I havent exercised in aaaages! and really the only things I enjoy doing are skating and rock climning, other than that….let me put it this way. I F*CKIN HATE SWEATIN!!!

I need to stop being afraid of sweat and embrace showers if i want to get healthy and in shape.

Really. I find little things here and there on my body all the time. Like a fat lump that wasnt there the day before. whats up with that?

I can commit to going out for a walk/run probably twice this week.
I’m gonna see if my friend will let me borrow her dog because mine will not get off the couch for nothin other than food.
Any tips on how to get started?

Ok, Ive been trying to quit smoking forever, I now keep a card with me at all times that reminds me of the reasons why i shouldnt smoke and then things that will make me vulnerable and how to control them.

Like. “If you get constipated, eat sum oatmeal”

No kidding! constipation is a huuuge nicotine withdrawal symptom.
But it’s been almost two weeks and I feel really weak sometimes. Like I could fail any minute.

Think about this. EVERY DAY WITHOUT SMOKING IS A HUGE ACCOMPLISHMENT!

and then take every day one day at a time.

and we’ll see what happens.
(:

I’ve been there a couple of times and its always been my dreeeaaamm to move there…no that I’m over my relationship…I’m really kind of free to go! My only fear is leaving my family (parents+sister) and not finding a job and then having to come back to miami. jobless. because finding a job in MIA is nearly impossible. I have a degree and will soon be a certified paralegal…so maybe I’m just scared of flying!

I don’t know if this is a far-fetched thing that will never happen. you only know how far you can fly if you take off!