Ruthie




I'm doing 38 things
 

Ruthie's Life List

  1. 1. help my friends and family
    1 cheer
    3 people
  2. 2. successfully market artists
    1 person
  3. 3. Get more people to read my Blog
    723 people
  4. 4. write something that makes people cry
    21 people
  5. 5. get a tattoo
    20,244 people
  6. 6. be part of something bigger than myself
    6 people
  7. 7. make a difference
    6,791 people
  8. 8. lose weight
    36,381 people
  9. 9. get married
    18,615 people
  10. 10. Send a postcard to Postsecret
    2,847 people
  11. 11. have my fortune told
    292 people
  12. 12. start knitting again
    38 people
  13. 13. Practice Yoga
    4,106 people
  14. 14. travel to New Zealand
    361 people
  15. 15. Save $1000
    464 people
  16. 16. order room service
    17 people
  17. 17. Take more pictures
    14,313 people
  18. 18. have a flat stomach
    2,294 people
  19. 19. drink more water
    18,990 people
  20. 20. exercise regularly
    10,554 people
  21. 21. Design my own house
    1,199 people
  22. 22. get a degree
    1,085 people
  23. 23. send more snail mail
    113 people
  24. 24. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    18,550 people
  25. 25. bake a cake from scratch
    99 people
  26. 26. become fluent in another language
    405 people
  27. 27. eat healthier
    10,139 people
  28. 28. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
    5,505 people
  29. 29. Learn how to make my own soup
    6 people
  30. 30. write a book
    26,116 people
  31. 31. Buy a House
    12,592 people
  32. 32. have children someday
    1 entry
    144 people
  33. 33. Love my career
    31 people
  34. 34. Make lots of money
    471 people
  35. 35. Marry the love of my life.
    860 people
  36. 36. publish my poems
    179 people
  37. 37. grow my own vegetables
    1,295 people
  38. 38. be remembered for how I helped others
    14 people
Recent entries
have children someday
Untitled 1 year ago

The truth is, I’m scared to death at the idea of having children, because of the heartache risk. My beloved cat just disappeared recently, and it’s broken my heart. I also recently watched an episode of Without A Trace where a child went missing. My mind made a lovely connection, and now I almost don’t want to have a child, in case he or she dies, or is kidnapped, or is taken away from me in any way. I love and miss my little Bastet more than I can say…and she’s a cat. What would losing a child do to me?

But I do want to have a kid. And I’m in love with a man who wants to have children more than anything. And I know that, no matter what happens, having a child will be beyond worth it.




 

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