inkyrose

my obesity is ruining my entire life. I have been grossly overweight since I was a child. I am always the one that cannot find clothes and cannot find bfs. I am married now with a dear hubby but my low self esteem is stopping me from going out with him because people stares!! There are so many so many things that I want to do but because of all the excess weight that I cannot. i can’t even bear to hear the word FAT without being upset!!

i am working in a joyless job just to clear my debts every month. I have zero savings, a huge ass full of debts and my entire paycheck goes into paying off bills. I live on nothing every month and cannot break out the vicious cycle. I dunno how much longer i can hold on. I am so scared I will like this for the next 20 years and it will be too late for me to start living!!!!