Moving officially on August 18!
innerspun's Life List
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1. forgive myself
1 entry . 2 cheers585 people -
2. be present
74 people -
3. live passionately
2 entries . 1 cheer5,245 people -
4. live the secret
3 entries92 people -
5. wake up happy
2 entries . 2 cheers104 people -
6. Be myself
1 entry1,570 people -
7. be completely honest
2 entries . 1 cheer43 people -
8. release the past
1 entry2 people -
9. Improve my self-esteem
2 entries766 people -
10. be a better partner
56 people -
11. meditate daily
3 entries3,543 people -
12. master the art of cooking
1 entry5 people -
13. love myself
1 cheer3,612 people -
14. Keep in Better Contact With the Friends I Have and Make New Friends
1 cheer698 people -
15. cultivate friendships
4 entries10 people -
16. be vulnerable
1 entry12 people -
17. heal my joints
1 entry1 person -
18. breathe
217 people -
19. be grateful
1 entry178 people -
20. live in california
1 entry432 people -
21. build my own website
1 entry551 people -
22. start a production company
98 people -
23. Practice Yoga
1 entry3,658 people -
24. be more spontaneous
1 entry1,042 people -
25. host a dinner party
331 people -
26. record a meditation album
1 person -
27. get a personal trainer
48 people -
28. go to classes at the YMCA
2 people -
29. create a podcast
41 people -
30. find a life coach
4 people -
31. inspire others
535 people -
32. ask for what i want
17 people -
33. generate passive income
12 people -
34. form a new band
5 people -
35. volunteer
4,044 people -
36. visit italy
1 entry2,058 people -
37. go to costa rica
1 entry173 people -
38. create a cooking show
1 person -
39. find god
245 people
Fell off the wagon with this one. Or is it on the wagon? Either way, I’ve been really, really angry at myself lately. And pissed off at choices I made.
I am also nearly finished reading A New Earth, in which Eckhart reminds me there is only this moment. So I find myself asking who is the “I am” that is angry? And who is the one who made mistakes? They are not separate. Am I angry at memories? I’m so confused and I just want to be free of all these negative self-critical emotions.
I know what I want now. The picture is getting clearer every day. With every step I take, the direction sort of unfolds before me. Crazy how that works. I only know which direction to go once I start moving. I finished my first music score for a short digital video. It was a one day project that fulfilled me more than I had imagined. That has to be the best feeling. It’s like being in love. No, it’s better. It’s like being Love itself. Life itself.
