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innerspun's Life List

  1. 1. forgive myself
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    672 people
  2. 2. be present
    119 people
  3. 3. live passionately
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    5,594 people
  4. 4. live the secret
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    110 people
  5. 5. wake up happy
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    122 people
  6. 6. Be myself
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    1,736 people
  7. 7. be completely honest
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    43 people
  8. 8. release the past
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    2 people
  9. 9. Improve my self-esteem
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    874 people
  10. 10. be a better partner
    65 people
  11. 11. meditate daily
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    3,979 people
  12. 12. master the art of cooking
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    8 people
  13. 13. love myself
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    4,409 people
  14. 14. Keep in Better Contact With the Friends I Have and Make New Friends
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    737 people
  15. 15. cultivate friendships
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    15 people
  16. 16. be vulnerable
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    16 people
  17. 17. heal my joints
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    1 person
  18. 18. breathe
    240 people
  19. 19. be grateful
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    223 people
  20. 20. live in california
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    498 people
  21. 21. build my own website
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    584 people
  22. 22. start a production company
    115 people
  23. 23. Practice Yoga
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    4,097 people
  24. 24. be more spontaneous
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    1,185 people
  25. 25. host a dinner party
    361 people
  26. 26. record a meditation album
    1 person
  27. 27. get a personal trainer
    53 people
  28. 28. go to classes at the YMCA
    1 person
  29. 29. create a podcast
    43 people
  30. 30. find a life coach
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    7 people
  31. 31. inspire others
    601 people
  32. 32. ask for what i want
    22 people
  33. 33. generate passive income
    12 people
  34. 34. form a new band
    5 people
  35. 35. volunteer
    4,870 people
  36. 36. visit italy
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    2,346 people
  37. 37. go to costa rica
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    190 people
  38. 38. create a cooking show
    1 person
  39. 39. find god
    279 people
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live in california
Doing it 16 months ago

Moving officially on August 18!



forgive myself
I'm frustrated 20 months ago

Fell off the wagon with this one. Or is it on the wagon? Either way, I’ve been really, really angry at myself lately. And pissed off at choices I made.

I am also nearly finished reading A New Earth, in which Eckhart reminds me there is only this moment. So I find myself asking who is the “I am” that is angry? And who is the one who made mistakes? They are not separate. Am I angry at memories? I’m so confused and I just want to be free of all these negative self-critical emotions.



live passionately (read all 2 entries…)
Passion unfolding 20 months ago

I know what I want now. The picture is getting clearer every day. With every step I take, the direction sort of unfolds before me. Crazy how that works. I only know which direction to go once I start moving. I finished my first music score for a short digital video. It was a one day project that fulfilled me more than I had imagined. That has to be the best feeling. It’s like being in love. No, it’s better. It’s like being Love itself. Life itself.



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