Moving officially on August 18!
innerspun's Life List
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1. forgive myself
1 entry . 2 cheers641 people -
2. be present
112 people -
3. live passionately
2 entries . 1 cheer5,542 people -
4. live the secret
3 entries109 people -
5. wake up happy
2 entries . 2 cheers120 people -
6. Be myself
1 entry1,705 people -
7. be completely honest
2 entries . 1 cheer43 people -
8. release the past
1 entry2 people -
9. Improve my self-esteem
2 entries863 people -
10. be a better partner
61 people -
11. meditate daily
3 entries3,896 people -
12. master the art of cooking
1 entry7 people -
13. love myself
1 cheer4,224 people -
14. Keep in Better Contact With the Friends I Have and Make New Friends
1 cheer735 people -
15. cultivate friendships
4 entries . 1 cheer14 people -
16. be vulnerable
1 entry15 people -
17. heal my joints
1 entry1 person -
18. breathe
231 people -
19. be grateful
1 entry218 people -
20. live in california
1 entry494 people -
21. build my own website
1 entry573 people -
22. start a production company
111 people -
23. Practice Yoga
1 entry3,976 people -
24. be more spontaneous
1 entry1,151 people -
25. host a dinner party
347 people -
26. record a meditation album
1 person -
27. get a personal trainer
51 people -
28. go to classes at the YMCA
1 person -
29. create a podcast
44 people -
30. find a life coach
5 people -
31. inspire others
593 people -
32. ask for what i want
21 people -
33. generate passive income
12 people -
34. form a new band
5 people -
35. volunteer
4,654 people -
36. visit italy
1 entry2,285 people -
37. go to costa rica
1 entry190 people -
38. create a cooking show
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39. find god
279 people
Fell off the wagon with this one. Or is it on the wagon? Either way, I’ve been really, really angry at myself lately. And pissed off at choices I made.
I am also nearly finished reading A New Earth, in which Eckhart reminds me there is only this moment. So I find myself asking who is the “I am” that is angry? And who is the one who made mistakes? They are not separate. Am I angry at memories? I’m so confused and I just want to be free of all these negative self-critical emotions.
I know what I want now. The picture is getting clearer every day. With every step I take, the direction sort of unfolds before me. Crazy how that works. I only know which direction to go once I start moving. I finished my first music score for a short digital video. It was a one day project that fulfilled me more than I had imagined. That has to be the best feeling. It’s like being in love. No, it’s better. It’s like being Love itself. Life itself.
