Moving officially on August 18!
innerspun's Life List
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1. forgive myself
1 entry . 3 cheers672 people -
2. be present
119 people -
3. live passionately
2 entries . 1 cheer5,594 people -
4. live the secret
3 entries110 people -
5. wake up happy
2 entries . 2 cheers122 people -
6. Be myself
1 entry1,736 people -
7. be completely honest
2 entries . 1 cheer43 people -
8. release the past
1 entry2 people -
9. Improve my self-esteem
2 entries874 people -
10. be a better partner
65 people -
11. meditate daily
3 entries3,979 people -
12. master the art of cooking
1 entry8 people -
13. love myself
1 cheer4,409 people -
14. Keep in Better Contact With the Friends I Have and Make New Friends
1 cheer737 people -
15. cultivate friendships
4 entries . 1 cheer15 people -
16. be vulnerable
1 entry16 people -
17. heal my joints
1 entry1 person -
18. breathe
240 people -
19. be grateful
1 entry223 people -
20. live in california
1 entry498 people -
21. build my own website
1 entry584 people -
22. start a production company
115 people -
23. Practice Yoga
1 entry4,097 people -
24. be more spontaneous
1 entry1,185 people -
25. host a dinner party
361 people -
26. record a meditation album
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27. get a personal trainer
53 people -
28. go to classes at the YMCA
1 person -
29. create a podcast
43 people -
30. find a life coach
1 cheer7 people -
31. inspire others
601 people -
32. ask for what i want
22 people -
33. generate passive income
12 people -
34. form a new band
5 people -
35. volunteer
4,870 people -
36. visit italy
1 entry2,346 people -
37. go to costa rica
1 entry190 people -
38. create a cooking show
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39. find god
279 people
Fell off the wagon with this one. Or is it on the wagon? Either way, I’ve been really, really angry at myself lately. And pissed off at choices I made.
I am also nearly finished reading A New Earth, in which Eckhart reminds me there is only this moment. So I find myself asking who is the “I am” that is angry? And who is the one who made mistakes? They are not separate. Am I angry at memories? I’m so confused and I just want to be free of all these negative self-critical emotions.
I know what I want now. The picture is getting clearer every day. With every step I take, the direction sort of unfolds before me. Crazy how that works. I only know which direction to go once I start moving. I finished my first music score for a short digital video. It was a one day project that fulfilled me more than I had imagined. That has to be the best feeling. It’s like being in love. No, it’s better. It’s like being Love itself. Life itself.
