inspireamore

im not usually one for hopping on the diet bandwagon but this one makes sense, swapping coffee or a junk breakfast to special k cereal or protein bars must save calories right?
im sixteen and basically need a diet buddy. ill give you my email or facebook or something if you ask for it.
my lowest weight was only 102, but i need to get back there asap. im going to do this in a simple way.
i know exactly how i got so skinny, so i need to change the way i think and eat, to the way i used to be. this is called control and determination!
my goals:
-drink way more water
-cut out sodas/starbucks/coffee
-i dont have a gym membership anymore, but i need to be wayy more active.
-pack my own lunch for school. ive gotten myself into a terrible habit of buying bagels or sandwhiches. oh god.
-eat (at max), four times a day with no snacks in between.
-no more eating when im bored
-no more eating after seven

if i follow through i should be down to a more comfortable weight at which i can love myself with! my healthy weight should be around 110 and i would love my body for that =]

ive set my mind to what i want to do, and im doing it.
ive been good this past month, school got me so busy but thank gods its over. currently, i havent eaten for 3 days and i wont be eating tomorrow. i feel completely fine, i have a coffee in the morning and bike to work, since its summer and no school, its alot easier to concentrate on being skinny. i work at a restaurant so its busy+face paced and no time to eat anyway. My longest without eating was 5 days and that was last week but i had to eat on the weekend for lunch with my mom. i havent weighed myself yet but my pants are feeling baggier. today i was at a movie with a boy today, he had his arm around me and started laughing and making fun of how my ribs were completely tangable and were sticking out.. it was so funny but i was secretly pleased he thought they were cute. anyway, hope everyones good, remember just to set your mind to what you want to do: and accomplish it! my goal is to be NOTICABLY thinner by august because im having a family reunion. i want to be light and free =) also, i need to go into gr11 skinny, because i entered gr 10 as a fricken TOOTHPICK, 105 pounds at 5’4, yeah that doesnt sound EXTREMELY skinny but i worked out so much that the 105 pounds was all muscle. it was beautiful! but yes theres times where i want to just eat and be a fat slob for the rest of my life, even today at starbucks i see all these yummy pastries that i could devour, or that creamy tub of peanut butter in my kitchen, or the pint of ice cream in my freezer, but mind over matter, i have a stronger desire to be skinny then to eat.
good luck everyone, talk to you soon

but sooo worth it
your parents wont find out if your careful!