I'm doing 21 things
I was really shy until last year when i realized that i was completely gay. So self knowledge helps A LOT. Also prozac.
ipso's Life List
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1. take better care of my body
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2. be happy
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3. do something that scares me each day
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4. start skateboarding again
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5. actively create more art even though i hate putting this down in goal form since i know if it stares me in the face everyday i will feel the need to actually make some progress on it
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6. fall in love with another woman
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7. pose nude
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8. model nude for an artist
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9. get a six-pack stomach
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10. Lose 20 pounds
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11. design my own lingerie
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12. restore a classic car
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13. make out with someone else who has a mohawk
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14. read the collected works of thomas pynchon
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15. learn a variety of professional dance styles
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16. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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17. learn to belly dance
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18. dream more
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19. become a bartender
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20. cook delicious vegan food
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21. lose weight with out returning to anorexia
7 people
Recent entries
i hate that i can’t sleep without purging. i remember that feeling, standing up in the shower afterwards, head pounding, dizzy. I don’t know why, but i felt so much more alive, so much less empty and i would let this wild grin spread across my face. So yeah, it was good for awhile, maybe a little better than starving. Then it was different. It was just disgusting and my throat was raw. And there wasn’t anymore relief. It doesn’t make me feel better anymore. So here’s to three vomitless days.
