 I'm doing 6 things |
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stop thinking about suicide
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play the cello more
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be more social
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increase my self-esteem and self-worth and self-image
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Flirt with the guy I like
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Get down to 110lb
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So I just got back from town and I was trying to ask some one to by me alcohol so I can overdose on it and I fucking coulden’t to it! I couldn’t ask some one, This fucking world sucks ass I hate it!!! and I don’t want to get it from any one I know because it will accompany guilt. All I want is some alcohol so I can end my life when the time comes and I can’t get any because I’m not fucking 21 yet! I hate this!!!
this mornning I wighed 122.6 that make 12lb to lose I can do this, I eat healthy but I am un happy, and I do yoga and some other things for fat burnning. I ganna give it a go. Wish me luck.
So I haven’t stoped thinking about suicide, I’m getting closer to takeing my life, we’ll see if it ever happens. I have the pills, I need to pay some one to buy me some hard liquer, then i’d take it all down in a bath tub.
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