Ok.. so I stay up really late watching tv or being on the computer, or just simply laying in my bed playing my cellphone games or just staring at the wall for endless hours, and endless bizarre thoughts come to my head non stop and it drives me crazy! and thats one of the reasons why I dont get up to go to school most of the days..
it makes me feel like crap, but I just cant get myself to sleep well—
isabelliciouss's Life List
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1. dye my hair blonde
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2. stop having nervous breakdowns
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3. control my anxiety.
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4. get an ipod
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5. get a digital camera
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6. Fix my teeth
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7. re take my french classes
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8. re take my piano classes
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9. learn to drive
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10. finish high school
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11. have a flat stomache
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12. grow my hair long
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13. be skinny enough so my thighs won't rub against each other when I walk
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14. go to the psychiatrist
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15. Stop eating junk food
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16. start beauty school
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17. be more feminine
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18. lose 25 kgs
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19. Do my chores
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20. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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21. Keep my room clean
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22. Beat my depression
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23. compile a list of 100 facts about myself
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24. stop being so sensitive
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25. sleep normal people hours (stop staying up so damn late)
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26. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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27. take better care of my skin
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28. learn and practice yoga
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29. be self-confident and true to myself
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30. find inner peace
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31. Be healthy physically, mentally, and emotionally
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32. Get Fit, Be Fit, Stay Fit.
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33. become responsible and financially independent
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34. eat healthy, nutritious and balanced meals
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35. find a sport I like and practice it regularly
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36. Strengthen my Relationships
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37. eat slowly and enjoy every bite of my food
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38. i want to be a doctor
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How I did it: well .. since the school year began here in february and i just started my sophomore year.. i just decided to go because well honestly we are no one unless we study and have responsabilities. and i just realized i really wanna do something with my life, and finishing school would be the first step.. it's actually really fun. you actually begin to enjoy studying and going to school. my parents are proud. that helps. seriously. without educ… Read how I did it…
everything hurts me. like everything. I take everything so personally.. Im always feeling insulted. And i get hurt for the tiniest things. What is wrong with me? Ive been like this ever since little, and I cry everyday.. There isnt one day that I don“t cry..
Well, lately I barely go to school. Well actually ever since this week, I started to go again and today is Friday so I made it through the week ! I went everday, but the last few weeks before this one I was never going like ever.. Or i would miss like 2 days atleast. But im going to change that! and Im going to better my grades or else Ill be a freshman forever! and in the situation I am.. its gonna be really hard to bring my grades up.. !
