I know i’m probably not ready yet, but I want to fall in love, I mean like real love. I was married for 18 years to an Abusive man, physically, and mentally, I took it.. and now that I Look at it.. his love wasn’t REAL.
I don’t know how it feels, to actually fall in love.. I don’t even know if I would recognize it if it happend…
But yeah.. one of my goals in this NEW life I have.. is to, one day… fall in love, with someone, who will REALLY love me back.
Nov 24, 2008, 03:13PM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
after 18 years of being blind my DUMBASS finally realized its not ok.. i’m finally leaving him… AND I’M NEVER LOOKING BACK.. I gave and did everything for you.. and in return.. you fucked me up…
I am not your judge, but I believe a higher power will address you.
DOMESTIC VIOLENCE IS NO LONGER TAKEN LIGHTLY.. you’re looking at Felony charges MOTHER FUCKER!!!! PUSSY ASS BITCH.. ALL YOU CAN DO IS BEAT WOMEN BECAUSE YOUR ASS WOULD GET BEAT DOWN SO FAST BY A REAL MAN!!!!!! I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME THINK THIS WAS ALL NORMAL!!! I HATE YOU!
I once loved you and now I HATE YOU with a passion… the only right thing that came from you.. is our BEAUTIFUL KIDS…
fuck you Roland.
Nov 19, 2008, 09:30AM PST | 0 comments
I give up “trying Not to think about Him”.. its too hard cuz when I tell myself to just let it go.. I replay things in my head and I can’t stop.. I don’t even know if its over or what… I tell myself let it go.. just let it go… but theres this thing he has..and just the thought of him, his eyes, his lips, his taste.. it makes me hot… it overcomes me… and I get sooo lost into thoughts of things we did..said.. done.. ughhh… I miss him sooo much..
May 20, 2008, 08:21AM PDT | 0 comments
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