istoppedeating

im back on track-i kept binging but now im disguisted with food and am fasting tomorrow

how was everyone’s day?

so i didnt eat anything yesturday and i was up to losing 6 pounds in 5 days-but then i was around my mom and i really felt like i would faint-i wound like black out for longer than usual, not really black out but those really intense head rushes, and my legs would shake so i kinds freaked out because if i collapsed my parents would be breathing down my neck for ever-so i didnt really binge but from 1:30 to 4 i had 400 calories and then i had to go out to dinner at 7:30, but i only eat a few bites of soup. so now im really upset with my self because i know im going to gain like two pounds which will take me two days to lose-god i hate food, im going to try and fast tomorrow except for jello

sorry for the long post im just really dissappointed in myself

i want to eat but instead im going to sleep-good night ladies