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I don’t fall in love, better yet, I CAN’T. (I think I’d like to try it though…)
I’m like, asexual forreal. :’D
It’s a pity; I always wanted to raise a family…

Haha.
I’m planning to do a “Free Hug” campaign at me next field trip.
Just hope it’s not illegal here in Texas. :]

I like that song very much…
Well today isn’t/wasn’t that swell.
I’m kind of worried that my friend hasn’t contacted me in the last week and so I think she might have been in some sort of accident.
My friends are just ignoring me and one’s mad at me for no particular reason.
Another friend is trying to set me up in a relationship with a guy I will probably never ever meet because he lives in Boston…
My other friend talks more to my cousin than me… in both ways. He talks to my cousin more than he talks to me. And he talks to my cousin more than I talk to my own cousin…
I spent the half hour crying in my restroom for no reason.
I feel horrible right now, miserable even.

That friend which is mad at me keeps filling my life with drama. She is always the dramatic one, and just because she gets a bad grade, she automatically thinks she a failure at life and cuts herself.
I think it’s stupid.
For the last year, I’ve put up with this and now here she is,
Kicking me out of her life.
Just because I told her straight up that there’s more problems in life than what goes on in her life.
That kids are starving in Africa right now and that she should be thankful.
I’m keeping a smile on, just for old time’s sake.
I miss the happy kid I was 7 years ago.

Life’s not going the best for me right now.
I’m learning skateboarding this sunday from here on out.
I’m sort of excited because I can focus everything on skateboarding from now on, and just leave my problems behind.

But that won’t do anything will it?
Just.. running away like always.

Well cheers guys.
Wish me luck.

[Skateboarding’s getting me pacing, which is a good thing. Haha, I’m so excited to start!]

xx