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this would be very exciting. i think i would find out a lot about myself that i never knew. it maybe a little scary, lol, but i’m sure it would be so much funnn.

throughout my life, i’ve noticed that there are a lot of negative and fake people in my life. you know, the ones who only acknowledge you when you’re doing good .. but as soon as you hit rock bottom they act like they don’t know you. then there are the negative people. ‘friends’ who want to bring you down, because they love being miserable. i’ve already deleted a lot of people out my life, and its funny because they don’t even know it yet, but they will find out soon. there’s a lot more to this subject that i could talk about forever, but i’m not going to because i’ve already let go.

i’ve always seen other people so confident, and i wonder how they do it. i have never, in my whole entire, been confident enough. i’ve always let people bring me down with all the bad things they’ve said and i’m sick of it. people tell me all the time that i need more confidence. i remember once my dance teacher told me to ‘buy some confidence’, lol, it was funny at the time, but when i really think about it .. it gets to me. not believing in yourself, and putting yourself down is not attractive AT ALL. i’m so done with feeling bad for myself its ridiculous. starting right now, i will be more confident. i will not let anyone bring me down. if you don’t believe in yourself, who will?