Let me tell you, it ain’t easy but it can be done. Also, those Commit Lozenges helped me out big time! I still want them, especially when i watch movies with people smoking or see my neighbors smoke. Once in awhile, I’ll allow myself a smoke and it tastes terrible! It even makes me nauseous for half an hour like the first time I’d ever smoked. That shit is poison!
ivanadance's Life List
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1. stop avoiding
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2. start a band
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3. meet Gavin Newsom
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4. appear on The Price is Right
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5. never have to own a car
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6. Do Yogalates 3 times a week
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7. learn Spanish
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8. learn how to seduce
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9. live in Amsterdam
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10. vote green
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11. study philosophy
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12. co-star in a movie with Christian Bale
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13. have Sam Flores design a tattoo for me
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14. meet christian bale
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15. read all the books I have before buying new ones
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16. learn to breakdance!
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17. take an acting class
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18. support my mother
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19. own a home in san francisco
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20. blog regularly
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21. sing my heart out for money
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22. travel the world by rail
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23. find the man of my dreams
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24. Stop allowing procrastination as stress relief.
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25. move my family out of atlanta
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26. help others realize violence is dumb
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27. make a stable and happy environment for my daughter
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28. organize my bills
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29. balance my checkbook
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30. stick to a budget
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31. find or start a kirtan group
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32. design another tattoo
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33. find a creative job
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34. get out of my head
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I was a cocktail waitress at this one joint for 3 days total. On the 2nd day, a customer offered me $200.00 to get on the stage. I was in desperate need for some money so I took it after convincing from the boss and 2 shots of goldschlager. It was a liberating experience, but the day after I had to deal with the other dancers’ nasty attitudes. Hense the reason for the total of 3 days… maybe if I’d switched to dancing full-time things would have been different. Good Luck!
He plays some characters which for a moment sway my opinion of him… but that is the beauty of it… he can totally submerge himself into such an undesirable and make me believe it for a moment. His characters are, most of the time in need some sort of nurturing, which I want to give! DAmn I want to meet him and see how he is in person…
