I'm doing 2 things
yeah..i m really feeling bad about my habits..i m wasting time online i m sure i want loose it hard…but itz taking a great toll .i want to quit mastrubation…i masturbate when i am alone and i m depressed..and i think if u wanna quit depression..u got to love..love which is free of lust….which is pure, sacred, i mean love is capacity to suffer….i donn wanna suffer it bodily for a cause that doesnt matter for me…itz instantaneous…that thought brudge my morale and i masturbate….i m doing it becos…i have off hand reasons like that i m depressed…that the real reason everyone is depressed becos he is short of care . ie love in common sense …some one around who cares when ur alone…..some who just cares for what u are…someone whoz a friend of ur damn self…someone who fills the void…..i dont have that somebody,,,,around me in my home….and thatz why i m depressed
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HEY…..I WANNA GET OUT OF IT*
