iwillshakethecurse

Things have not gone well for the past 3 months, thats all I can say. I’m at the point where I am ready to give this up completely and just stop torturing myself over this shit. I’m giving this some serious thought on whether or not it is better to succumb to the temptation every time it shows itself and stop worrying about this, or to keep it up and keep struggling with the failure the way I am now. This has to end one way or the other…..

I am past the one week mark now, this has made me so happy, it has taken me !5 MONTHS! to be able to gain the strength to go seven days without masturbation, from what you guys have posted though it seems that it just gets easier and for me I think it will. I’ve so rearranged my schedule around my school life that I have time for little else. I’m getting up at 5:30 and going to bed at 9:30, doing nothing on the computer except facebookin’, and have all honors classes so my life is definitely full. And if that isn’t enough I’m going to start taking bass lessons in the next few weeks.(I’ll be rockin Mettalica in my garage in no time =)!) The Lord has really blessed me since I recommitted my life to him at a school revival several weeks ago and really started to try and live for Him. I hope things are as good for you guys as they have been for me. God bless!

Well, I’m back, I didn’t give up this time, I left after I failed miserably three days into September. After that I fell back for several days and then went 6 days without until I messed up last Sunday morning, so here I am, I’ve changed many things in my life to be able to do this, most notably, getting right with God again. He has given me the strength that I’ve needed to do this for so long and I am truly happy that I am so close to the first tier of my goal. I also notice there are a lot of new people on the board. Keep at it everyone and God bless!