right now i am a bit on the words, my actions, communication, i made it stop and i dont think its right. as a child my parents would guide me through life. they told me how to acheive ad taught me a few trades. I am willig to do more than most and i own that to my parents. if you werent in football, you would work. If you werent in football the you would act and be gay. that is the way my family thought, even through all those years that they made me hate both sexes. all i want now is to be away from them because of the loss of love, sympathy, compassion, anymosity, happiness, enjoyment, caring, nurtering, understanding, protection that a family can give.
jajay24's Life List
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1. find a roommate
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2. lose weight
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3. find a roomate
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4. go to college
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5. Learn to play the guitar
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6. be happy
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7. To live instead of exist
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8. grow my hair long
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9. get out of debt
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10. Quit Smoking
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11. graduate from college
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12. have sex
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13. stop smoking
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14. travel the world
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15. act
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16. buy a car
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17. Make new friends
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18. Fall in love
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19. gay sex
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20. get my stuff out of storage
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21. never face a demon alone
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22. Beat my depression
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Recent entries
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1 month ago
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1 month ago
i think a hair could fall out from the top of my head and plant itself. i am not sure if picking hair out from unwanted places makes more grow on top of my head. i know hair and i know mine.
treasure map
1 month ago
so everyone i know has told me i am an aspiring tomb raider. I kep all my things in a storage unit, the person ad valubles. i have more now but no car and i live 200 miles away from it. It is bothering me wondering what is happening, and how can i figure out how to get it and me into a roomate situation that is profitable or at least saving me money.
