Well i will be going to Australia this September with some of my family. I will be gone for two weeks and am very excited.
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1. get pregnant
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2. Conquer infertility and PCOS (Polycystic ovarian syndrome)
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3. Have a baby
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4. find my twin flame
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5. learn to belly dance
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6. play the violin
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7. learn to trust
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8. find a cure for PCOS
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9. beat PCOS
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10. manage pcos
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11. Manage my insulin resistance and lose weight.
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12. go to Carnivale
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13. go to Ibiza
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14. be a Bondage brat
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15. Design my own house
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16. find a play partner
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17. stop crying
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18. be happy
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19. Have a baby even though I have PCOS
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20. think I'm beautiful
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21. have a home/water birth
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22. know that i'm loved
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23. travel to Austrailia
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24. have twins
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25. have identical twins
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26. be loved by the person I love
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27. be truely loved
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28. marry my best friend
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29. simply live
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30. build my massage business
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31. enroll in a bellydance class
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32. learn to tribal bellydance
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33. Learn to Bellydance & Hula Dance
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34. Get my house in order
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35. play soccer
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36. become a mother
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37. stop hurting
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38. I have pcos and i want to a baby so much
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39. take pilates classes
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40. have peace
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Well there is no doubt even without testing that this cycle I have ovulated. I am now just hoping that the egg is viable and the sperm find it no problem. Then that the baby sticks, this has been my problem once i achieve pregnancy. So for the next two weeks I will be hopeful wreck. Then if i am blessed with a BFP it will be hard to keep a secret until at least I get into the 2nd trimester ( since first two pregnancies resulted in 1st trimester miscarriages.) I fill hopeful this cycle will work. Good luck to all of you ttc!
I have known for a while that bondage is a part of my private life. It has only been recently (2006) that I have realised that I like being a brat. Sometimes I just really like annoying ppl, and waiting for thier reactions. When someone is firm about me not doing something it is a real turn on. This was discovered at work with someone that I actually supervised (& friends with). I was messing with him about something that I knew annoyed him and he is usually a real laid back guy that is just laid back. Well he turned to me and was so Forceful about telling me no, that I stood there wide eyed, stunned then thouroughly aroused, probably because the look in his eyes were very playful too. But every since then I enjoy playing the part of the brat, some days I’m brattier than others, ;)
