jaykillah

along side all the troubles in colombia right now it is a beautiful country. i havent seen my family in years and i plan on going again next year for a month. im very excited and it is completly worth doing

its weird.
i had fallen in love and didnt even know it. i guess i was so happy it didnt hit me how head over heels i was over him. he was perfect and then out of nowhere its over. its been over for about 2 months and i still cant get him out of my mind i think about him all the time even though i hate him for everything he did to me. i remember the first thing i told him was that i dont wanna fall in love because im afraid to get hurt and thats exactly what he did was hurt me. i dont like being alone. never have. and i wanna feel like i did with him again. its like nothing i ever felt before.

hopefully this summer i wanna learn to wake board. and every weekend when i have off from work just head to the lake and learn and keep at it. i love extreme spots so hopefully this one will be just for me