jcbcarlito

i love learning about other cultures .. and what better way to do that than travel all over the place lolz !!! i dont understand how sum ppl can stay stuck in one place all their lives … i cant do that … well of course right now i dont really have a choice, im a teenager and im still in high skool … thatz why i made sure that the kind of job i want when i get older consists of exactly that …. i think one of the things that made me one of those ppl that wants to go out there and travel all over the world is living in new york … im sorry to say it new yorkers but i would do anything to get out of this place, u dont know how much i dislike it over here … sighh … idk know why the scenery the smell the ppl .. i just dont like it … at first i thought it was just the united states i didnt like but then i thought .. well i havnt really traveled anywhere else in the U.S so how would i know if i dislike it …...... i will though and then i’ll let u know if its the whole U.S i dont like !!!!!! it will be a while thought before i get back to you …. i have a lot of growing up to do

it is really important to me to get into a good college majoring in something i really wanna do … i dont wanna be like those people who change there major every year and then end up wit the same one they started with from the beginning !!! but sometimes i really doubt myself because this is something i want really badly but im still messing up in school … the way i see it is if you are so worried about college, a good one then u should be doing yur very best in high school keeping yur grades up so u could actually get into the college you want to !!! but some how thatz just not workin out for me !!!
high school is hell for me … sigh …. im really dissapointed wit myself getting into a good college is something i alwayz thought about even before i even started high school (im a junior now)... im just one of those people who are alwayz thinking of the future .. but im talking about years… i dont know,maybe im crazy.. anyway not working toward my goal … i dont know maybe im just lazy but i dont wanna be anymore .. im really gonna try to change i doubt i will … thatz just me … so not confident