This is a life long process. It’s interesting that I can be so kind and understanding to others but can’t seem to give myself a break.
Why do I feel the need be so hard on myself? Where or how did this self-hatred begin. Most importantly, how in the hell can I stop it?
jdiz's Life List
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1. love myself, flaws and all.
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2. Be more appreciative about life and let people know how much they mean to me.
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3. be a kinder, more generous person
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4. be nicer to my friends
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5. make people happy
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6. be an inspiration to others
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7. to be content with life
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8. pay off my debt
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9. travel more
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10. look better naked
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11. aquire a boyfriend
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12. have a better relationship with my mom
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13. weigh less
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14. get good grades
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15. make a comfortable amount of money when I graduate
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16. have time to volunteer for a charity
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17. be smarter financhially
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18. help my neice go to college
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19. take dance classes
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20. eat healthier
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21. retire at a young age
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22. buy my dad a cottage on the beach in Maui
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23. have a husband that I adore for the rest of my days
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24. have a family
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25. raise my children to be strong,decent,loving people
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26. discover my ancestry.
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Recent entries
My Sisyphean task...
4 months ago
Since September......
4 months ago
I have lost close to 30 lbs. and am now almost 3 sizes smaller than I was when I first started this goal.
doing this regularly.
4 months ago
Rainier Vista Boys and Girls Club for a group of business students at Seattle University and Lifelong AIDS Alliance with my clinical group. I ended up really liking Lifelong so I’m going to try and continue my work with them when the quarter is over.
