I’m smart, I can do this. I just need to move to the States after high school. After I get into a college there. And then I have to get into med school. And I’m only entering my junior year in high school in Winnipeg, Canada. I feel small. And confused. And I don’t want to tell my family I want to do this, because it’s unrealistic, right? But I won’t let it not happen. I need this. It’s my future..it’s what I think about when other things aren’t going so well. I can say that one day I will be above and beyond everyone who ever hurt me, that I won’t care anymore because I have a successful, satisfying career that makes me happy. And it will make me happy.
And of course this all started because of Grey’s Anatomy.