jelousewife

i recently been always crying because of jelouse to my husband….im getting thin already…ive been so sad and lonely at home,ive been always alone coz my husband always at work and sometimes no time for me…but everything has change when i have shared it to my husband thats why,from now on i want to stay calm and be positive…

im a wife who really jelous of my husbands ex gf,my husband and his ex gf are still friends to each other,they call each other weekly and if his ex cannot call my husband,my husband asked me to visit his ex.it really happen weekly i think 3 times we visit her and her boyfriend coz she actually have bf in present life,eventhough i dont feel good about it i still go with my husband to visit them,just to rispect my husband and i was tried to be sport to them,ive tried to understand this kind of setuation.But i dont really know why,i feel hurt everytime ive heard them talking on the phone specially that i cannot understand of what they are talking coz they have different language than mine,and everytime my husband asked me to visit her i felt really jelous.i really feel hurt and i dont understand this,why they should call to each other…my husband know about my feelings,i have already told him that i feel hurt everytime they talk to each other,he just answered me not to worry about this,that he love me,he just friend to his ex because he said she is more than a past but like a sister…i really dont understand this,my husband know about my feelings but he never do something about it,he choose to be friend and communicate to his ex while his wife is hurt and crying…ive tried to stop this feelings but i almost cant breathe because of so much hurt.i cannot understand coz in our country’s culture its not like that;when they are break already they are just friends when they meet accidentally,not like whats my husband and his ex doing thats why i really cant understand this,i really feel hurt….and im trying to be strong now of being sad and lonely plus jelous….oh LORD please help me…
if you can give me advice please just leave message in my comments