jenacie4u




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go back to school
School.... 19 months ago

I started ditching, I started showing up late on a regular basis, I did not care, I knew what I was doing and was upset at myself for the choices I made. Reason being my situation at home.. That is how I rebelled. I knew I was hurting myself , but not in the long run! I never thought…That was the problem… I wanted to do ,what I wanted to do, and thats that! Now it’s 2007/2008 and I have attempted to go back to school,but something comes up, or , I just don’t wanna. I seriously need to further my education. I thought about teaching, criminal justice, Duh! I need to have a g.e.d , high school diploma, something stating I finished… I think to myself about what if I stayed in school, My graduation, the prom, Cheerleading! Fun, Fun,Fun… Then to be disappointed at myself because I did not finish… There is only one thing to do, and that is to go back. You are NEVER to old or to young to go back! Thats what I say to myself and others.. The thing is getting up and going, taking that step, staying!



have a sexual experiance with two males
Sexual 19 months ago

As I watch Adult movies I sit and stare,I start to feel turned on, at the sight,. how good it looks, how good it must feel, wondering if I would ever experience such, wondering with who? I visualize myself and two men, hands all over my body, grabbin hands,grabbin all they can, one behind and one in front, The wanting, the chills, the thrill, the fantasy,.



Marriage,children, love,house,job I love
Life! 19 months ago

I want to love and laugh, look back and laugh. Now is not the time, For I am lost, found, lost again! Love, trust, dating, jobs, more children , marriage, put on pause! For I am not ready. A maze I am in at this time in my life , stuck in the beginning of the middle .




 

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