Still working on my novel. It’s just in it’s first stages…Has been for months. It makes my roll my eyes when I think about. i was kind of hoping that I’d have more done by now…But I just don’t have the kind o time that I’d like to devote to writing my novel. Still not sure if it’s going o be any good when it’s done. I’ll be working on this one for EVER!
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I guess I’ve finally realized thatI’m not going to be getting married young like I had planned. Originally i had planned on marrying at 18…and maybe that was a little too early, but i’m 19 now and I don’t think it’s ever going to happen. At least not at the age I wanted it to happen. which is now 20, sense 18 didn’t happen and 19 is too far gone already itself. It’s not that I’m saying I no longer WANT to get married young…Should the Lord chose to bless me with a husband at 20 like I want, then I would be thrilled and jump on the oppertunity to get married! But I think that what the Lord really wants from me right now is just to surrender MY timing for my life, and trust him entirely with the timing of things in my life.
Sighs After struggling with masturbation for almost 19 years of my life, I am proud to say that I no longer struggle ith it! But it was nt by my power that I was able to stop. It was all on God’s shoulders! I had to come to a place where I was willing to give up my sexual desire to God. He answers that prayer faithfully and took it from me thus removing my desire to masturbate. As of today, I’m doing just fine without it, paise God! I am learning how to find my fulfillment in Jesus! Not in my sexual orgasms or pleasures. This was so 1000% worth doing and I am so thankful to god that He has guided me along my way to achieving this pretty much, life long dream and goal of mine.
