I don’t even know if I am moving in the right direction to achieving this. I guess before I can even do this, I need to meet a good, decent, honest man. Unfortunately, that doesn’t seem to be the type of man I am attracted to.
jensaloser's Life List
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1. make a difference
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2. see Sonic Youth live
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3. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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4. spend less time online
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5. Get my BSN.
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6. take sleep seriously
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7. Learn to play the piano
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8. run a 5k
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9. sing Karaoke without being drunk
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10. see The Black Keys live
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11. re-learn how to play chess
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12. Write one thing that I like about myself each day.
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13. be more social
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14. Volunteer
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15. Write a letter to myself that I'll open in 5 years
1 cheer154 people -
16. stop over thinking everything just relax and enjoy the moment
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17. fall in love with someone who loves me back
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18. beat depression
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19. Compare myself to no one, but who I was yesterday
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20. Visit Rome
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21. visit banff, canada
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22. be more confident
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23. Set up an educational fund for my son
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24. Set up a special needs fund for my daughter
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25. Teach someone illiterate to read
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26. Drive across the United states
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27. Do something new every month
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28. cook dinner at home more often
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29. exercise regularly
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30. Take more photographs
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31. Fix up my yard
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32. Bounce right back after a hard fall
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33. read all the books I own
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34. visit all 50 states
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35. Eat less fast food.
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36. Read daily to my children.
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37. spend more time with my family
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38. learn to play one song on the guitar
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39. talk less, listen more
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40. see the northern lights
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41. Never stop learning
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I guess I really can’t call myself shy anymore. Everywhere I go, I talk to people. I have no fear. My biggest obstacle to achieving this is falling into my comfort zone of being a loner. It is kinda easy to just be by yourself. But, I feel that is just me being lazy. It is way more rewarding to be sociable. I do realize there are times when I need to be by myself and I am giving myself those times. However, I am not allowing myself to stay there.
I suppose I’ve come to a point in my life where it is not so much that I don’t care what others think of me, but rather I am not going to change or not show myself because of it. I know who I am. I know I have both good and bad qualities, like everyone. However, I think I am pretty awesome. I’m flexible, determined, strong, very strong I should say. I have a huge heart. I don’t have an easy life but I find it easy to enjoy it.
