jentoo

The year is nearly over. It would be lovely if I could make $100,000 this year but I’m about $85,000 behind. I’m not discouraged however. Things are lookin up for me. I got a huge raise, a temporary job that added more income, a possible new position, and a lot of extra cash in a few weeks if not day. So all is well. I am grateful to God for everything in my life.

It was mostly one-sided and wishful thinking and now it is done. I still care. That’s how I do it. But there is no more hope. I release it.

He told me that I was important to him. He doesn’t want to give up our friendship even if his girlfriend asked him. Girlfriend!

My daughter says we’re playing games. We’re more than just friends. I would agree but we haven’t taken the steps toward making it more. That is partially my choice-I want a commitment-and partially his choice—he doesn’t like commitments.
I should run for the hills. Instead I have decided to nurture my friendship and also to look elsewhere for love.

Good choice. Smart choice. Emotionally not there yet but it’s a beginning.