So 2 months later, I’m still fighting to help my 5 yr old. He has been in the hospital for 7 1/2 weeks now. :-( We have to tranfer him to another hospital tomorrow morning to have and MRI done, then take him back to the home hospital. Which, by the way is an hour and 15 min from my home. I’ve been living in 2 places, but mostly on the highway for the past 2 months…and I’m exhausted. Please continue prayers for my baby boy, Conner. I want so dearly for him to get healthy and come home.
Aug 09, 07:04PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I’ve realized that the reason my ex-fiance and I aren’t working out is this: He needs a “good girl.” A girlfriend that is wholesome and nice and sweet…And that IS NOT me.
I am a great mom and a good friend. I am strong and independent and so not wholesome. I’m the girl…how do you say it. I’m not the girl you take home to mom. I’m the girl you cheat on your wholesome girlfriend with. Not to be crude…but I dont want to get married. I’ve been married. I was the wife and stay at home mom. That’s not me. I’m the single mom that has her fun when my kids are at their dad’s. I’m the rocker chick that will punch you in the balls if it calls for it.
Jun 26, 09:43PM PDT | 0 comments
My 5 yr old is back in the hospital. He’s been there for a week. He’s violent and out of control. He’s being sedated with 50mg Benadryl, and Thorazine…none of which are helping…He is suffering so much. I am trying so hard to be strong and hold my head up high. I’m pooped and worried and under so much stress on top of this. My ex-husband got laid off, so I am no longer receiving child support. WHICH, cuts my income down to 339.00 a month. How the hell am I supposed to raise these boys on that? On top of which, Conner’s hospital is 1 1/2 hours away from home. Which means I’m currently squating at my aunts house…and having to use a ton of gas and money to eat. URRRG!
Jun 26, 09:27PM PDT | 0 comments
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