I live on Monster energy drinks. 2-4 a day. I can’t get thru the day otherwise. My heart is getting worse, shocker with all the caffeine, but worse heart means less energy means more monster. I just want it to be better. I want to exercise without fear of heart attack.
jerebel's Life List
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1. be a better mother
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2. go toe to toe with myself
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3. Sit on a jury
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4. display of profound insight to human nature
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5. figure out where all the people like me are hiding
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6. be healthy
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7. spend a day taking photos of my city
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8. practice pronoia
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9. Make a list of 100 movie quotes
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10. get someone to say my name 200 years from now
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11. find out who's subscribing to me :)
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12. Pay it Forward
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13. Not be exhausted
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14. make a list of major events/experiences of my lifetime.
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15. Eat fruit every day
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16. repair my relationship with my daddy.
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17. try to accept my Grandma's upcoming death.
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18. write random thoughts
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19. I took the 43 Things Personality Quiz and found out I'm aHealthy Self-Improving Extrovert
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20. leave a mark on the world
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21. financially liberate myself.
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22. be a writer
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23. be an inspiration to someone
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24. love myself more
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25. write 100 things I love about my sons
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26. Make a list of at least 10 naughty things I haven't done, but am interested in- then do them
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27. ~* List The Goals of Other 43 er's that I admire or inspire me *~
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28. die and be able to stand with confidence in the presence of God (but not for a while)
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29. find time to become a C.A.S.A. again! I sooo miss it.
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30. Get a tattoo
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31. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
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32. feel sexy, inside and out
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33. send a journal around the world, for people to write random things in.
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34. Quote 43 great bumper stickers
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35. disclose 43 random THINGS about myself
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36. be strong-for my sons, for my life
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37. find someone who loves my passion and finds me intriguing.
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38. get my mojo working like a mofo
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39. Fall in love
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40. Blog at least once a week
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41. start a support log on 43T for single parents
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42. cry her eyes out
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How I did it: I went to the doctor and got my meds the right way...Got my pain under control (sorta) and I'm using the meds the doc gave me. I'm paying out of pocket for the office visits...i have no insurance, but its cheaper than the alternative. Read how I did it…
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How I did it: No longer did we let his parents' ignorance come between the two of us. We love each other so much. We fit...it's wonderful. I've never met a man like him. Read how I did it…
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Been writing back and forth with him for a while now. His last letter he actually admitting to being a bad daddy to us. This is something I never believed he would think of himself, let alone admit to his child. I’m thinking of a trip in May to visit him. He is in a lowered custody level after 5 years, so I can actually be in the same room with him now.
