So 2 months later, I’m still fighting to help my 5 yr old. He has been in the hospital for 7 1/2 weeks now. :-( We have to tranfer him to another hospital tomorrow morning to have and MRI done, then take him back to the home hospital. Which, by the way is an hour and 15 min from my home. I’ve been living in 2 places, but mostly on the highway for the past 2 months…and I’m exhausted. Please continue prayers for my baby boy, Conner. I want so dearly for him to get healthy and come home.
jerebel's Life List
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1. be a better mother
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2. go toe to toe with myself
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3. not be nieve to my ex-husband's wishes.
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4. Sit on a jury
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5. display of profound insight to human nature
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6. figure out where all the people like me are hiding
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7. be healthy
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8. spend a day taking photos of my city
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9. practice pronoia
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10. Make a list of 100 movie quotes
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11. get someone to say my name 200 years from now
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12. find out who's subscribing to me :)
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13. Pay it Forward
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14. Not be exhausted
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15. make a list of major events/experiences of my lifetime.
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16. Eat fruit every day
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17. repair my relationship with my daddy.
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18. try to accept my Grandma's upcoming death.
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19. write random thoughts
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20. I took the 43 Things Personality Quiz and found out I'm aHealthy Self-Improving Extrovert
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21. leave a mark on the world
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22. financially liberate myself.
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23. be a writer
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24. be an inspiration to someone
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25. love myself more
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26. write 100 things I love about my sons
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27. Make a list of at least 10 naughty things I haven't done, but am interested in- then do them
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28. ~* List The Goals of Other 43 er's that I admire or inspire me *~
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29. die and be able to stand with confidence in the presence of God (but not for a while)
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30. find time to become a C.A.S.A. again! I sooo miss it.
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31. Get a tattoo
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32. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
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33. feel sexy, inside and out
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34. send a journal around the world, for people to write random things in.
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35. Quote 43 great bumper stickers
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36. disclose 43 random THINGS about myself
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37. be strong-for my sons, for my life
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38. find someone who loves my passion and finds me intriguing.
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39. get my mojo working like a mofo
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40. finish college
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I’ve realized that the reason my ex-fiance and I aren’t working out is this: He needs a “good girl.” A girlfriend that is wholesome and nice and sweet…And that IS NOT me.
I am a great mom and a good friend. I am strong and independent and so not wholesome. I’m the girl…how do you say it. I’m not the girl you take home to mom. I’m the girl you cheat on your wholesome girlfriend with. Not to be crude…but I dont want to get married. I’ve been married. I was the wife and stay at home mom. That’s not me. I’m the single mom that has her fun when my kids are at their dad’s. I’m the rocker chick that will punch you in the balls if it calls for it.
My 5 yr old is back in the hospital. He’s been there for a week. He’s violent and out of control. He’s being sedated with 50mg Benadryl, and Thorazine…none of which are helping…He is suffering so much. I am trying so hard to be strong and hold my head up high. I’m pooped and worried and under so much stress on top of this. My ex-husband got laid off, so I am no longer receiving child support. WHICH, cuts my income down to 339.00 a month. How the hell am I supposed to raise these boys on that? On top of which, Conner’s hospital is 1 1/2 hours away from home. Which means I’m currently squating at my aunts house…and having to use a ton of gas and money to eat. URRRG!
