I'm doing 39 things
Between stress and lack of money, I’ve dropped 17 lbs. I’m stoked! Hope it keeps going. Got my playlist for working out started and about halfway done. Now gotta find some more energy to get moving and hop on the treadmill. But I do feel more energetic than I did 17 lbs ago!
jerebel's Life List
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1. be a better mother
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2. go toe to toe with myself
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3. display of profound insight to human nature
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4. figure out where all the people like me are hiding
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5. be healthy
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6. spend a day taking photos of my city
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7. practice pronoia
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8. Make a list of 100 movie quotes
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9. get someone to say my name 200 years from now
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10. find out who's subscribing to me :)
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11. Pay it Forward
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12. Not be exhausted
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13. make a list of major events/experiences of my lifetime.
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14. Eat fruit every day
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15. repair my relationship with my daddy.
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16. write random thoughts
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17. leave a mark on the world
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18. financially liberate myself.
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19. be a writer
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20. be an inspiration to someone
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21. love myself more
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22. write 100 things I love about my sons
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23. Make a list of at least 10 naughty things I haven't done, but am interested in- then do them
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24. ~* List The Goals of Other 43 er's that I admire or inspire me *~
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25. die and be able to stand with confidence in the presence of God (but not for a while)
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26. find time to become a C.A.S.A. again! I sooo miss it.
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27. Get a tattoo
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28. feel sexy, inside and out
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29. send a journal around the world, for people to write random things in.
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30. Quote 43 great bumper stickers
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31. disclose 43 random THINGS about myself
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32. be strong-for my sons, for my life
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33. find someone who loves my passion and finds me intriguing.
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34. get my mojo working like a mofo
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35. Lose 100 lbs.
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36. stop being abused
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37. Fall in love
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38. cry her eyes out
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39. Blog at least once a week
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How I did it
It made me
heartbroken 
How I did it: for a few years i have been anxious about my grandmas death. she raised me and we had the kind of relationship that we could speak openly about these fears of losing her. she was ready to go as she was eighty six but i was certainly not ready to let her go. she would always tell me its not up to you. its up to god. she would talk to me about how she was ready to go to heaven and she lived a full life.when she passed i was prepared even th… Read how I did it…
It made me 
How I did it: I went to the doctor and got my meds the right way...Got my pain under control (sorta) and I'm using the meds the doc gave me. I'm paying out of pocket for the office visits...i have no insurance, but its cheaper than the alternative. Read how I did it…
It made me
elated and free
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Recent entries
My son is 13. He is 5’8” and very strong. He is much bigger and stronger than I am and for the past year, he has been hitting and kicking me, and throwing things at me as well as calling me names, screaming at me and destroying my house and terrorizing my younger son.
I have had more bruises than I can count, bruised/crackedd ribs from being kicked in them and more sore muscles than I can count too. Last week, Wednesday, at 8pm he blew up on me and kicked me in the side of my knee. My knee was locked and I was standing on it. He was laying on his back on the floor and kicked full force right at my knee. I immediately dropped to the floor in agony and crawled to the phone and called 911. I went to the E.R. and he went to jail. I am on crutches and in a straight leg brace for weeks
I have got to lose weight. I have self esteem and confidence. I don’t feel good about how my body looks everall but I have favorite parts which makes it easy to justify staying fat.
My health is in danger. I have a heart condition. I have a spine problem and arthritis that is made A LOT A worse by the extra weight. So its time to get real!!
I don’t overeat and typically I eat healthy. My weakness is dr. Pepper!!! Soda!! 5 hr energy is sugar free so I’m good there and I’m off monster now. I’ve been trying to lay off soda and drink wter w drink packets that are sugar free and have very little to no callories. Why add them if I’m not eating them.
My other problem: exercise. I DON’T GET ANY!!! I have a beautiful. Treadmill so I don’t have to worry about my heart and walking outside andbeing aaway from my car…so why not get off my ass? Idk?!
Problem 3: medications causing me to repel food! I can’t stand to eat 99% of the time which means my. Metabolism is crap and I don’t know enough about food science to know what to eat and when and how often…
Any ideas?
